Altered Alignments

             Remember when we talked about how the only constant is Change, and how we need to learn about flexibility where Change is concerned?  Well, we’re back there now.

             Or rather, we’ve spiraled up to a new level of it.

             As we all know, the world is a fucking shit show.  So much is wrong.  So.  Much!

             On the other hand, some great progress is being made, and some wonderful new opportunities are arriving.  Always, there is Hope.

             Astrologically speaking, these big steps forward have been approaching for a while now, they are not a secret.  We’re sitting in the middle of a very large growth phase, a huge upset.  Globally, we are moving towards tremendous improvement.

             One of the reasons I’m so confident that things will get better is because, for me personally, there’s been some excellent progress.  Every time I allow the Universe to lead, I am directed in a completely positive way.

             Here is what we can focus on, what will help, and what will get us past the growing pains, on our way to Improvement:

Ever Advancing

             We are never going backwards.  We do not make mistakes.  We learn.  We advance.  We just do better!  (Yes, there are set-backs, we’re dealing with flawed humans.)

             The trick is to let go.  Then, re-aim at something even more than where we are now.  Fix a few key points, deal-breakers and must-haves, then . . . . .  release.

             It’s simple, but can be difficult.  The challenge we face is that our human brain can often fight against the spiritual side.  Be strong.  Then, allow the greatness to catch up.

             This was who called out to me for our validation.  It’s a wonderful number, too.  Ten is a new cycle.  And as we heard, spiraling ever upwards.

change happens

“The Arrow Master  ~  10

hitting the mark, intention, detachment

The Arrow Master appears to help you target your intentions and teaches you how to shoot straight for the stars.

The message is to be deliberate about focusing your dreams and desires with intention and about aligning your intentions with Spirit.

Then let them fly on the wind, directed by the Divine, until they reach their goal.

The only way to hit the target is to allow the arrow of your intention to fly unencumbered by your eagerness to see it travel exactly the way you want it to go.

You may think it needs to veer a certain way to reach your goal, but in the invisible realms, human power cannot make this happen.

The Divine has its own idea of how the arrow flies and upon what wind it’s carried.  Nonetheless, if you don’t shoot, you’ll never score.

This is a fortunate message as long as you remember the Law of Detachment.  If you do, then be assured that you are right on point!”

Today’s Deck:

Wisdom Of The Hidden Realms by Colette Baron-Reid

Today’s Sharing:

 is to say that I am in the middle of a job move.   I set my intentions earlier, and the results have come in.  (Swiftly!)  More details soon; as this week progresses I’ll be working at the old place, while simultaneously training with the new.

             It will be very tiring, but I am feeling energized at taking this step.  Onward and upward!  (Also Outward, and down 5 blocks.)



Looking Close

             Is everyone as excited about new calendars as I am?  Of course, there won’t be resolutions.  We’ve learned so much!  And we now know that those are not necessarily productive, nor helpful.

             New pages though, with beautiful views?  All those hopes and possibilities?  Absolutely.

            That’s right what the Universe wants to remind us of today.  We have so much to be grateful for and to look forward to.  While at the same time being consciously here and present.

Imminent, and Now

             One of my major lessons, as everyone is aware, has to do with letting go.  It focuses on the power to NOT keep looking behind me.  This message, of being present but also acknowledging the joy in our future, can be challenging.

             Which is probably why it’s so important.   It’s a process that I might need to sit with, and feel all the edges of.  It’s also very promising, bringing inspiration, pulling us back to consciousness.

             Reviewing the past year is not the goal, but absorbing what we learned there, that does have value.  Finding the balance, that’ll be where we aim our mind and heart.

             Standing amongst my cards, in front of our altar, here is where I was directed.  This is a perfect draw, what with the current Mercury Retrograde we’re still involved with.  I’m including both parts from the Guidebook.

mercury retrograde

“Details, Details   ~   43   ~

‘The most powerful patterns are created within the tiniest details.

Pay attention.’


This is the time to be aware of the fine print in all areas of your life.  Look at the details and leave the broad strokes for another time.

When this card appears in a reading, it is a sign to finesse a project, make small but meaningful gestures, or add a personal touch to your correspondence.

Be aware that what you need to know lies in the details.  If you are entering into an agreement of any kind, pay attention to them before, not after, when it’s too late.

Clarity and transparency are key.  You can gain great understanding by observing the minute body language, offhand remarks, and fleeting facial expressions that reveal the larger picture.


Heed the gentle warning that perfectionism will not lead you to what you desire, but instead will steer you way from it.

Nothing will be good enough when you become obsessed with being perfect.  No one can ever measure up to your scrutiny, and nothing that you can ever do will assuage that general feeling of not being up to par.

You are perfect already, just as you are.

Reversed, the Details Details card challenges you to accept things as they are in all their imperfections – to step into the world and engage it without any expectations.

You are exactly where you’re supposed to be.”

Today’s Deck:

The Enchanted Map Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid

Today’s Sharing:

is to say that tomorrow marks my 9th year here.  Anniversaries for blogging seem to have fallen out of fashion.   But really, when was I ever concerned with trends set by other people?


Lest We Forget

             A few months before I turned 30, a phenomenon began.  We later learned that it was called Spontaneous Regression.  What happened was, past lives began to play in my head like movies.  I could see, smell, and hear them.

             Maybe it works differently for others, but it has occurred to enough of us that there’s a name for it.  (Although, I’ve never met anyone in person, I’ve read quite a few books and on-line accounts about/by folks with similar encounters and experiences.)

             Once we figured out what it was, we were fascinated.  The only downside to these “rememberings” was that I now had about a hundred times more recollections to process.

             Keep in mind, my primary lesson this time around is to LET GO!  So, gaining more shit to release is kind of a mixed blessings.

             For now, it brings us to today’s message.


               Whether it’s from this life, another incarnation, or simply in reference to what went on last week, we all process in an individual and unique fashion.  Applying this to a metaphysical or spiritual aspect can be challenging, it’s difficult to separate out the layers.

             As much as we’d like to deconstruct, and remove our emotions from the equation, we are whole and complete only when we blend the components thoroughly.

              We have cell memory, muscle memory, early childhood memories, and innumerable types of retained thoughts, impressions, snippets of perception.  It’s all jumbled along like rocks in a clothes dryer.

             What we do with this collection is how we move forward.  Do we hoard and hold close?  Do we lovingly treasure and fondle?  Do we look at briefly and toss out?  Do we, perhaps, never even bring them out of the drawer at all?

             We have them, now it’s time to decided where they belong.  One use is here on our card altar.  We may use them as lessons, and in that way, we gain knowledge, understanding, and growth.

              For me?  I’m gonna cherish the ones I need the most, and hopefully, allow the rest to take off on their own adventure.


“Talisman  ~  49 

‘A lesson truly learned is crystallized as earned wisdom.  You have all you need for the success you seek.’

Wisdom allows you to recognize traps on the road and familiar patterns that you want to avoid.  It also enables you to quickly gather information about where you are on your journey.

It helps you recognize your allies and know how to find the bet routes along the way.  Now you’re at a place where you know the right things to do and the best choices to make.

You really can’t commit a mistake.  Whatever your inquiry, great fortune awaits you, for you have the wisdom to arrive at the right decision.

You’ve learned your lessons and earned the right to your success.”

Today’s Deck:

The Enchanted Map Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid

Today’s Sharing:

is this view from our downstairs calendar.


I’ll go grab another chair . . . . .

              Join me.  It’s no longer too warm out (yay!), so bring a sweater or quilt.  If you don’t have any, there’s plenty here.


Talkin’ Life Bizness

             The blueprints we all construct before putting on these bodies and stepping in to these particular lives, that’s what has been on my mind lately.  Understandably so, what with job searches, births, deaths, and car fires all around me.

             However, I’m also hearing that I’m not the only one in transition.  This message is for all of us.

             Our lessons and our challenges, our gifts and our blessings.  These are the parts of our journey which make us unique, and many-layered.  The pieces and parts of our life patterns, we have listed and sorted them all.

             One of our tasks in this process is to honour every direction, the ups and downs and the in-betweens.  We have our charts in hand when we arrive, and the closer we follow them, the smoother our adventure goes.

             Here’s what the main focus is right now:

Contractual Obligations and Agreements of the Soul

             To follow our passion and fulfill the promises we made, we have to pay attention.  Are we looking forward to each new day, or dreading it?  Do we glow with a joyous feeling, or do we slump through each chore in a cloud of complaints?

             When we aren’t doing our very best, or living up to our commitments, we aren’t helping anyone.  Most especially ourselves.  Fortunately, the solution for improvement is simple.

             Since there are no mistakes, merely sidetrips, we can get back on course easily enough.  On our card altar, the Universe has delivered an intense, but necessary, reminder.  Processing our emotions, not hiding from them is a valuable first step.

             (I would like to suggest that we all read the words below very carefully, maybe even twice through.  I’ve been directed to include both sections from the guidebook.  Clearly this is important!)

life contracts

“Sad Embrace  ~  45  ~

‘Joy is a part of life.  Let go and allow time to heal you.’


You may be entering into a period where loss is the theme. Perhaps you are having to let go of a long-cherished dream.

If so, take heart, for this ending may have been for your highest good.  A better and more powerful dream will be realized in your life if you can accept the loss.

Relationships based on faulty foundations are meant to end at this time.  Disappointment is a form of perception.

If your expectations weren’t met, a sense of loss arises, along with sadness and grief.  Express these emotions.  Tears are like healing rain that can restore life to a parched inner landscape.

Growth is always assured.  Whatever the loss – however great it is – let go, and experience your feelings so that you may soon see what beauty lies ahead.


Are you suffering over your suffering?  Do you feel that life is treating you unfairly and that you have been robbed or deprived of what you’re entitled to?  Do you long for a love that eludes you, or the success that has been bestowed upon others?

 Righteous anger and a sense of entitlement lead to a trap of ego.  Your suffering and loss will pass if you let them.  If you hold on to your perception of unfairness, then you will find yourself in its tight grip, unable to breathe freely.

The only solution is to drop your victim stance and embrace the sadness so that it may dissipate naturally in time.

Trials and tribulations build character, which is its own gift.  Find something to be grateful for, and take responsibility for your part in all matters.

However painful it may be to sit with your sadness, remember that you are loved and will not be left adrift forever.  Have faith, for this, too, shall pass.

You are not a victim, only a traveler on a hero’s journey.  It’s okay to be disappointed for now, but know that someday you will look back and see great value in this experience.”

Today’s Deck:

The Enchanted Map Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid

Today’s Sharing:

is this view, my August page from the calendar of Porches.

meditation spots

That light, warm and soft.

             I’ll be right there, if anybody needs me.  Looks like a perfect spot to sit, meditate, pray, grieve, process, contemplate, simply daydream.


Core Conscientiousness

             At first glance, today’s message of Self-Care might sound like yet another lecture on an already overly-discussed hot-button topic.  But it’s not, I promise.

             What I heard this afternoon has layers.  And there’s a depth to this one which needs some time and space to fully understand, to fully sink in.

             This is what the Universe wants us to focus on right now:

Me Time

             It doesn’t have to be a get-away spa weekend, although if that’s an option for you, absolutely don’t turn it down.

             For many of us though, it’s more internal.  It’s more like spiritual pampering, soul-based special handling instructions.

             Being true to how we are is beyond valuable.  Being honest with what works, and what just never, ever does, is an important lesson for seeing our genuine selves.

             We are so many versions of the Me person; we wear so many hats.  It’s unfair to try and jam us into ready-made slots and ill-fitting categories, none of which will ever be the right size.

             To be our true and sacred selves, to give ourselves the gift of Time, is to authentically honour the Divine spark inside of us all.  Allowing ourselves the individual freedom and peace (in the form of Self-Care, Me Time, spa weekend, or merely hiding in a bathroom), is as necessary for our soul as food is for our body.

             And when you read about who came to visit on our card altar, keep in mind that doing for others begins at home, it must start with our Me self, and then ripple out.

high lord

“The High Lord of Gratitude and Service  ~  2

selflessness, humility, conscious action

The High Lord of Gratitude and Service has arrived to help you find your true purpose today.  Feeling gratitude for each moment you experience, and loving what is and what has been, will remind you that every breath you take holds a deep and profound awareness.

Through small actions and selfless service to another, you are automatically placed upon your highest path, whether you’re immediately aware of it or not.  The presence of this Ally lets you know that you are on the correct path to fulfilling your desire.

You’re also notified that your actions of service and attitude of gratitude will yield riches beyond your wildest dreams, as long as those riches aren’t the goal you have in mind.  Giving service with no thought of return is what’s required of you today.

This would also be a good time to write a list reminding yourself of all the things in your life and the world around you that you have to be grateful for.

If your question refers to a relationship, let gratitude be your guide.  Be thankful for all you learn from this person.  Truly, there are no friends and no enemies, just teachers along life’s journey.

Be grateful for the laughter and even for the tears.  The attitude of gratitude is a magnet for true love in all forms.”

Today’s Deck:

Wisdom Of The Hidden Realms Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid

Today’s Sharing:

is to say that this post totally would have been up about 3 hours earlier, had my ancient and decrepit laptop not decided it needed an auto-update, of which I did not request.

             Seems all good to go now, though.  So, I’ll say thank you and be grateful.