Full disclosure tonight, my friends. From me to you, Julielanders, here’s what’s going on. With no filter, and no holding back. (Not like I ever do really, holding back is kind of a foreign concept to me.)
One of the items I deal with is Release, as you all know. Another is depression, which you also know. Add in there, unprocessed grief, the disordered food thinking, my learning disabilities, and it’s fucking wonder I can leave the house some days. (Ha, I don’t, and that’s even more of the truth.)
Plus side? I get to speak with dead people, and see past lives. So, ya know, trade offs are obviously in play. And the more I learn, spiritually as well as psychologically, the better equipped I am to help others.
What I’m working on right now, and will continue along the next few days (with some fast travel for a wedding smack dab in the middle there) is a hunk of letting go. Next Tuesday will mark 6 years that my sister has been gone. The day before, I’m going to ride out to her memorial bench, in the very westerly part of town.
She planned her service (Celebration of Life/funeral/what-ever-you-want-to-call-it) before she left. It was not one I would have liked to attend, and as it turns out, I didn’t. Just like I didn’t go to Karen’s. Or my grandmother’s. Or any other loved one, relation, friend, or associate.
Do you see a pattern here? Yeah, *A* and *K* did, too. Now is the time for me to face this situation. So I will. But I have to sort of work my reluctant self elf up to it. It’s in my head, and on my mind, and it just keeps needing to come out. In next few days, I ask for your patience, as you remember that.
For now, back to business. This afternoon’s message popped out, super clear. As well as super concise.
Next, add our daily draw, and we have quite an impactful and dynamic statement from the Universe.
“Angel of Space Clearing ~
Time to clear old negative thoughts and feelings.
The Angel of Space Clearing has shown up in your reading today to help you clear the negative thought patterns and feelings which have surfaced recently as a result of your dwelling on past mistakes and regrets. These unconstructive thoughts and feelings are the primary source of stress in your life at present. Not only are they causing you to feel confused, they are also preventing positive new energies from entering your life.
Close your eyes and feel the loving presence of the beautiful angel who is here to help you clear and heal all these unwanted thoughts and emotions. Imagine yourself being showered with light. Imagine a beam of rainbow coloured light penetrating your heart while another beam of rainbow light penetrates your mind.
Feel your thoughts and perceptions begin to relax and your emotions becoming clear, calm, and balanced. Now, give thanks……. for this wonderful healing.”
When I first flipped this one over, I sat with her, and closed my eyes. I inhaled the rainbow light and I relaxed into the healing.
Please, I encourage everyone to do this for themselves; take half a minute, breath in – breath out. It is uplifting, and it truly is a gift. We’re all worthy of such blessings, if only we accept them.
Angels, Gods, and Goddesses Oracle Cards by Toni Carmine Salerno
was downtown and back (with a stop for cookies!), done in 52 minutes 16 seconds, for 8.558 miles (much of it skirting road construction cones and barricades), with another day of a dwindlingly average pace of 9.8 MPH.
is from the past couple of days (they’ve been far-flung), beginning with one from Tennessee, followed by a Florida, then Nebraska, a new-to-us Colorado, one Ohio, then another Ohio, and finally a single Illinois.