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Spiritually Industrious, Physically Challenged.

             We are going to begin today with two things from yesterday’s comments section.  The first is a link Karen B shared with us; the story she remembered about the wolves inside, like the Dueling Dragons.  Don’t know anything about the site, but go here and see the retelling of this one.  Yep, it’s the same concept.  Thanks Betty Bear!

             Relating to this, Judie mentioned making herself a reminder that said “Feed the right dragon.”  What a really cool idea.  Like visible affirmations on Post It Notes or messages of positive thinking taped to a mirror, having our brain nudged to get back on the desired track is sometimes all it takes to turn a bad situation around.  Thanks for this clever way of reinforcing our self-improvement projects, JQ!

            On our card altar we’ve come around to that triple dose which some of you don’t adore.  Stay with me though, this one is totally worthwhile.

“Past Lives  ~  XVIII  ~  Major Arcana

The hands of existence form the shape of the female genitals, the opening of the cosmic mother.  Revealed within are many images, faces from other times.  While it might be entertaining to fantasize about famous past lives, it is just a distraction.  The real point is to see and understand the karmic patterns in our lives, and their roots in an endless repetitive pattern that traps us in unconscious  behavior.

The two rainbow lizards on either side represent knowing and not-knowing.  They are the guardians of the unconscious, making sure that we are prepared for a vision that might otherwise be shattering.  A glimpse into the eternity of our existence is a gift, and understanding the function of karma in our lives is not something that can be grasped at will.  This is a wake-up call; the events in your life are trying to show you a pattern as ancient as the journey of your own soul.

Participation  ~  4  ~  Fire: Action

Have you ever seen the night going?  Very few people even become aware of things which are happening every day …. In such a beautiful world we are living in small ponds of our own misery ….

Each figure in this mandala holds the right hand up, in an attitude of receiving, and the left hand down, in an attitude of giving.  The whole circle creates a tremendous energy field that takes on the shape of the double dorje, the Tibetan symbol for the thunderbolt …

You have an opportunity to participate with others now to make your contributions to creating something greater and more beautiful than each of you could manage alone.  Your participation will not only nourish you, but will also contribute something precious to the whole.

Intensity  ~  Knight of Fire  ~  Mastery of Action

The figure in this card has taken on the shape of an arrow, moving with the single-pointed focus of one who knows precisely where he is going.  He is moving so fast that he has become almost pure energy.  But his intensity should not be mistaken for the manic energy that makes people drive their car at top speed to get from Point A to Point B.   That kind of intensity belongs to the horizontal world of space and time.  The intensity represented by the Knight of Fire belongs to the vertical world of the present moment – a recognition that now is the only moment there is, and here is the only space.

When you act with the intensity of the Knight of Fire it is likely to create ripples in the waters around you.  Some will feel uplifted and refreshed by your presence, others may feel threatened or annoyed.  But the opinions of others matter little; nothing can hold you back right now.”

             The first card has a message that I absolutely agree with, that of living all of our embodiments to release old patterns and move forward in our journey to be a more evolved soul, eventually becoming one with the Universe.  The second card is cool because it is validation of our acts of mindfulness, and the hard work we are doing in that direction.

             While the last message is simply a positive reminder to keep our focus.  Since many of us are going through a fresh cycle or a life change right now, whether these are physical or emotional or purely situational, this draw says that we are on the right path.  Be intentional with what we’re working on, and give it our all.  Use our past lessons and this current energy to guide us, in our onward and upward spiral.  All the while, gaining knowledge and happiness, with this loving and  precise focus.

              Aim at our goals, and we are better able to reach them.  Just don’t forget, we need to also pay attention to all of the entertaining and enlightening sights along our route.

Today’s Deck:

Osho Zen Tarot

             Interesting addition to that first card, in case you feel like going further with this one.  Here is a quick over-view of the traditional meaning and definition of what is usually The Moon in standard decks.

             Quick note on my own progress.  It’s been up and down, with not much improvement.  Biking every day but not doing well on the weight-loss front.  I refuse to get discouraged, instead I’m being stubborn.  (Cuz THAT worked so fucking well the first 50 years.)  But I’m telling you honestly, I’m not giving up, just reporting in.  Sadly the report sucks at this particular moment.

             (Even though I thought the reading was encouraging.  So, good news/bad news sort of deal.  Upside?  The pool was fabulous yesterday and we just got this summer’s schedule, I’m on the calendar two days a week, not sharing water with any other activity.  There will be a maintenance closure in August, but only for two weeks.)

LateNight Link:

I’ve added back Julie Jackson’s Subversive Cross Stitch site, specifically her blog.  She recently did a big upgrade but I haven’t had enough minutes yet to spend any time over there.  This is more for me than anyone else.  But, feel free to pop over and see what she’s got going on.

LaterNight Daily Dog:

Three happy dogs.

             She just checked in!  It WAS a busy day in groomer’s world.  But she came through.  Thanks so much, Empress!

Windsday In My Head, and on the altar.

            One of the things I appreciate most about doing the work* that I do is observing, up close and personal, how freaking funny (bizarre and sarcastic) the Universe can be.  Today, for example, I was really not very focused.  On much of anything.  Except the book I’m completely immersed in reading currently.  And then I sit down here and glance at our daily draw.

*And by “work” I don’t actually mean that it’s something I toil over, it’s really more of just the stuff I do, who and what I am.

             I’ve said before that I know SOME about precious stones and metals, but not a ton.  I haven’t read the definition yet on this card, but I have looked at the key words.  And they made me laugh.  So, we’ll start there I guess.

            (Don’t you LOVE this color!?  It reminds me of that Daiquiri Ice from Baskin Robbins, which I haven’t had in like, over a decade.  Must go in search of some!)

“Selenite green  ~

healing, tranquil pleasures, day dreams, imaginings.

Life is a river of dreams.  Simply relax and enjoy the journey!

Over the coming days you will find yourself day dreaming, envisaging your life as you would truly love it to be.  Your thoughts are bathed in the tranquil pleasures of love, romance, and ideal relationships, yet these imaginings are not fantasy, rather, they are glimpses of the future.

You are entering a time of great joy, creativity, and tranquility.  This time your dreams and wishes really do come true!

Keep an open heart and mind, and above all, trust in the magical and healing power of love to transform your life.  A period of great joy and happiness is just around the corner.”

            Could this BE any more awesome?!  When we get cards like this I am filled with that happiness and joy already.  I know, that’s part of how it works.  Which is just another cool aspect of my job.

           Speaking of which, I did refer to this yesterday, but it needs to be looked at again.  If only for my own sorting out here on paper (screen, whatever).  Dan and I talked about what this blog was in the beginning and what it is now.  And what it means to me, as well as what it means to people who read it (whether on a regular basis, just stopping by, from the very start or newly arrived).

            Yes, I am a witch, and I do offer Tarot card readings for a nominal fee.  I also cross stitch bad words for people who commission that type of work.  But day after day I show up here and blather on about whatever the hell pops into my head.  Plus, there’s a daily message from the Universe (or the mermaids, or the saints, or whoever).  What does that MEAN to me?  What does it mean to you guys?

             One of the reasons we were talking about it is that lately I’ve neglected my quilting and it’s been taking me longer to finish any hand work (that beaded kit I picked up from the shop owner is WAY past due).  So what needs to be cut, what needs to be prioritized?  Obviously not THIS! 

               The other actions that take more time now (well, take TIME, in general) are the walks and bike rides, and the water class which recently came back.  My schedule is different than it was this time last year.  Am I also spending more time blog hopping?  Mmmmmm, maybe…..

            No decision was made, by me anyway (I haven’t any idea what conclusion HE came to).  This blog is what I do now (have done for years), this activity of showing up every damn day, no matter what the circumstance or situation, is so important to me, that I won’t be cutting it out any time soon. 

               Perhaps I have an overblown view of my ridiculous and admittedly flawed self elf, but what it feels like to me, and it genuinely feels this way, is that I offer something (something important?  Something valuable?  Something you can’t find anyplace else?) to those of you who click on my name.  I know this, I DO have something to share, and I enjoy the process.  

             My hope is that you guys enjoy it as well.  (I know you do, you tell me nice things like that all the time, this is sort of a rhetorical question, NOT a plea for back pats and kudos, seriously.) 

              Bottom line is, I’m here for as long as I have JulieLanders, card reading customers, and folks who want to buy decorative profanity that looks awesome in a nice frame.  But right this minute, if you’ll excuse me, I have a couple of items to finish, so that later I can go see what everyone ELSE has to say.

Today’s Deck:

Crystal Oracle by Toni Carmine Salerno

LateNight Inspiration:  I’m being told that we may need more decks by this guy.  His definitions are beautiful and I am really feeling drawn to expanding our selection, in his direction.

 

It’s Shallow Out (or maybe that’s just me).

            Right this minute, as we speak, (or ya know, as we read and type and comment) my Wee Walnut is under lock and key over 30 city blocks from here.  First thing we did today was deliver my car to the capable and caring hands of Oscar, my favorite boy who works at the tire place.  (Obviously he is not an ACTUAL boy child, but you know how I am.)  In another few days (and many many many monthly payments) I’ll have functioning brakes.  The kind that really stop.  Without making noises, and uncomfortable gravel feelings under my feet.   Can you imagine?! 

            (Hell and damnation.  I just went in search of when I talked about the last time Oscar saved the life of my much adored vehicle [not the more recent replaced battery incident in November].  Again, fail.  If you guys don’t recall this story, I’ll tell it once more, or some one [NOT ROBIN THIS TIME!] can try to find it.  Or, we can all just get on with our lives, not give it another thought, and stop stressing over it.  [Shut up, I KNOW I'm the only one bothered here.]  Because truthfully?   It so fucking DOESN’T MATTER!!!)

             Far more topical and current, look what we saw in their parking lot as we were leaving.  (Barb, anywhere near you guys?)

           And just around the next corner I spotted one of those truly foreign plates, long style from Europe or some far-away other-continent place.  When we stopped for a quick few items on our way home there was a Minnesota going by (with the state VISIBLE this time!) and a black and white State of Mystery which zoomed past before I could get a good enough look at it.  And the last sighting of note was maybe the filthiest California I’ve ever seen in my life.

            We were slightly rushed because this is one of those new early Mayberry days for my Beloved.  I left when he did; it’s staying light out long enough now so I can walk after 4 with plenty of sunshine time.  I went my full five miles, with the last bit up and down those hilly parts I originally took out.  Seems like a good new route for the days I have that many minutes to spare.

             There’s a wee bunch of crocuses on nearly every street now.  Some places have gobs.  This particular yard is funny, there’s this little patch and then not six or eight inches to the left, there’s a whole wide swath of them, inside some type of netting, held up by stakes.  I never understand WHY people do the things they do on their property.  And I’d guess, they are clueless about me too.  Like, why I have so freaking many flamingos wandering around my place, with a multitude of other ridiculous decorations.  And yet, it’s the messiest front yard for miles around.

           Remember my neighbor, the (not really) rocket scientist?  Well, he’s back out there again now.

             He IS retired, so it’s not like there’s a deadline on getting this project done.  I just thought it was very funny when I heard the distinctive sounds of a shop vac coming from that direction this afternoon.  And when I peeked my head out, sure enough, there he was.  Beginning Year 3.

             On our card altar we are back to my working deck.  Our message came up as a Challenger.  So that’s how I took her picture.

“Page of Wands  (R)”

            Wands, brilliant sparks of inspiration.  The inner light of wisdom.  Bright flashes of Universal knowledge.  The glowing beauty of Life’s loving light.

              Summer, in all its warm and shining glory.  Fire, in all its life-giving heat.  Noon and summer, in all their bountiful prosperity.

             Pages are like Knights, in that they bring messages.  But more often they reflect who we are in this situation or in this suit.  Less about delivering, more about being inside of, and representing.

            The first things that hit me about this one were the firecrackers on her belt and the fact that her wand is dual tipped.  Sure, the bottom one is smaller, but it is still prominent, and when you look closely (if you can in that photo) the entire staff is actually clear and made of crystal, so you’ve got three times the energy here.  It is so strong, in a tactile and powerful way, that I can nearly feel it humming.

              What is she telling us that she needed to arrive in a Contrary position?  It feels as though her wild Fire-y sense is being muted or possibly subdued, something about not getting those messages across as clearly and brightly as she would like.  Are we not listening?  Or are our signs not burning as hotly as we need them to?

             We have the tools, we are just not using them as efficiently as we could be.  Yes, we have been instructed lately to think before we leap/look before we act, but in this case it’s not so much about us jumping off or acting out, doing either too carelessly, it’s about not doing anything at all.  It feels as though we COULD be making more progress, if we could simply tune in, tune in to a crystal clear message.  That is how we can rotate this one around to direct and up-right.

            See, by the clear light of day, what needs doing, and then do it.  Cautiously, but energetically none the less.

Today’s Deck:

Robin Wood Tarot

LateNight Cross Stitch Thoughts:  I am almost done with a new sampler, with the words anyway, I’ve still got to figure out some border idea.  But when that’s finished I don’t have another project lined up*.  No one has called or e-mailed with a commission in weeks**.  On Saturday (and Sunday too!) I’ll see Carol, so we can talk about her next pattern, but The Tall Canadians cannot be the only folks who need bad words creatively arranged on (maybe super cool) fabric.  Any suggestions?  Anyone need a home decor addition?  Have you all been checking in here,to see what new shit she’s worked up lately?

*No, I am NOT done with that unicorn tapestry my Empress selected, but I have to be in the right mood (and get the stretcher bars/Q-Snap situation figured out) before I can return to it.

**Yes, J.D.  I DO have a rough draft of your family motto translation started.  We need to discuss colors etc.

 

A Minor Retrograding.

            I finished my mother’s second baby doll face last night.           The one with the brown eyes this time.  As I said before, I really like this pattern.  Home-made dolls can be really cute or really NOT attractive.  The faces make such a difference. 

        The linen I used was a piece I found in a bag.  I would like it to have been less ….white.  But I used what I had on hand.

                            I’m supposed to be working on this.   

          It’s the unicorn freaking tapestry cross stitch project I promised Emma.  (I told this whole story some time back, there is no way I can find it right now.  Best of luck to you all googling around and  searching in the History Quilt.)  Instead, for right now anyway, I am going to do a more mind-less subversive thing.

          Remember when I told you about Holiday Market, and the item I couldn’t mention?  Well, it was something I thought I could do, but in view of our recent series of unfortunate events, and the current planetary conditions, it is abundantly clear that I shouldn’t even attempt anything that requires more than about seven brain cells.  The healing process continues.  But it’s slow.  Very slow.

         Our card today was a lovely distraction for me.  Goes along with my new mantra of “if I say I am better, then I am now all better.”  (Isn’t working as well with the Mercury situation, but I know that, at least, has an ending date.)  We have returned to Doreen’s Healing with the Fairies deck, and those are always entertaining and light.  (Also, ya know, healing!)

   “Raising Your Standards  ~

Don’t settle for less than your dreams.  Once you make the commitment to manifest an improved situation, the Universe will find a way to delivery it to you.

Deep down, you know what type of life you are meant to live.  By drawing this card, you are being reminded that you deserve, and can manifest, any situation you wish.  The fairies ask you to stop making negative affirmations based on scarcity thinking, such as ‘I can’t afford this’ or ‘I could never accomplish that.’  Instead, they ask you to raise your standards to the level that all children of the Gods deserve.

Write down a list of your heart’s desires, and review this list daily with a feeling of faith and gratitude, emotions that convert your wishes into reality.  Then, make a spiritual commitment to expect the best for yourself.  This commitment is your ‘sales order’ that creates miracles all around you.  As your dreams start to come true, be sure to graciously accept ‘good’ into your life.  Know that you deserve life’s richest rewards, we all do!

Affirmation:  I deserve and expect the very best in my life.  I hold high standards for myself and those I love.”

A personal request:  I am sort of flailing around right now for blog topics due to my current mental and emotional state (as mentioned above, and before, and before that, and, well you get it).  So if you guys have any witchy-type questions, or any family-related stories you want to hear about, please let me know.  Things having to do with talking to dead people?  Card or life theories?  Crafting thoughts?  Parenting or kid queries?  I’ll take anything at this point.  Thanks.

On Being Obsessed, plus Secret Knowledge.

            I saw this new website tweeted yesterday by the Subversive Cross Stitch woman (also, ironically enough, named Julie), and have added it to our links (for easy access), but I haven’t had a chance to go back and read all the archives yet (you KNOW I can’t just jump in all out of order).  The name itself got me.  But I originally sort of confused their name with another places’s name.  (Who I have also added, but not yet read.)   The reason I mention this, and the reason for the title today, is because of my (obvious, but as yet, undocumented) OCD tendencies.

        No, Hanna Brooks, I have NOT been diagnosed, legally nor technically, by any doctor.  It is simply your father’s over 30 years of observations.  HE came up with the boarder-line Asperger’s idea, and HE noticed that I’m a wee bit addictive when I come across something I belive that I can not live without. 

        This just kept appearing in my day.  The first time was after my old lady splashy class when I chatted for a few pleasant moments with another pool patron (hi Karen, hope you found us) about becoming obsessed with, or addicted to, certain things in our lives.  And again when another blogger mentioned how she fretted and obsessed in her latest post.  When I saw the tweets, I knew it was going to be our topic du jour.  (An aspect of the Rule of Three in action here, in case you were wondering.)

      One either has addictive compulsions, or one does not.  I haven’t seen a whole lotta in-between with this category (feel free to prove me wrong in the comments section, I won’t be offended, it wasn’t like I conducted a scientific study or anything).  An example:  me vs Daniel, and tattoos.  I started getting them at the age of 15, and haven’t stopped since, I am planning my next one (all the damn time).  He waited until he found (created with Wulff) the exact one he wanted.  And he was done.  There.  That’s the one I like.  That’s the one I can live with.  All finished.

     My crafts are another example.  Many folks are crafty, and they have a few in their repertoire that they enjoy.  Not me, I find one I like and can’t let it go.  I am now obsessed with being subversive using thread and embroidery floss, and want to create millions of little nasty sounding samplers.  Right now I am working on an insert for my wallet (photos soon, not ready yet).  So when I saw those new places, with bad words and trashy remarks, I just knew I’d have to read every damn thing they had posted.  It’s like that with me, all or nothing.  In order.

       We saw only one foreign license plate today: Texas.  But yesterday we saw one that I had never come across before… (Are you ready?  It’s actually foreign!)  Jalisco!!!  As in, Mexico, a real live foreign land.  I was so happy.  Then we spotted one from Colorado.  Perfectly nice.  But nothing like Jalisco!!!

    Now we see what the cards have to say.  (Can’t write much today, must go read archives.  In order.)  Another animal, this time from the Medicine Cards Deck.             “Lynx  ~  Secrets

    It is said that if you want to find out a secret, ask Lynx medicine.  Unfortunately, it is difficult to get the silent Lynx to speak. To be confronted by the powerful medicine of Lynx signifies that you do not know something about yourself or others.

Lynx is the keeper of the secrets of lost magical systems and occult* knowledge.  Lynx has the ability to move through time and space, and to go into the Great Silence for unraveling any mystery.  Lynx is not the guardian of secrets, but the knower of secrets.  The problem lies in getting Lynx to instruct you.  He or she would rather be off chasing a bird or kicking sand in your face than running circles around you.

      This is a very specific type of clairvoyance.  When it is strong, you get mental pictures concerning other people and the exact things they have hidden, either from themselves or from others.  You will see their fears, their lies, and their self-deceptions.  You will also know where they have hidden the treasure, if there is any.  You never speak of these revelations, you simply know.

       The only way you can coax information about yourself out is to  respect the practices of tradition.    When this card comes up you can be  sure that ‘secrets’ are afloat.  Be still and pay attention to the revelations you receive, either in the form of mental pictures or through information in the form of signs, symbols, or omens.  You can also be assured that Mother Earth is signalling to you in some manner.

    When Lynx is at your door, listen.  Brother or Sister Lynx can teach you about your personal power and of things you have forgotten about yourself.  Lynx can lead you to lost treasures, and connect you to forgotten brother/sisterhoods.

      Some shamans believe that the Sphinx of ancient Egypt was not a lion but a lynx.  This Lynx does not say much.  With an enigmatic smile, the great cat watches over the sands of Forever.”

*A note from me.  This word: occult has gotten a lot of bad press.  It was mistranslated an extremely long time ago, and now people THINK they know what it means.  They generally do not.  The true definition is: that which is not yet known.  Not a damn thing more sinister than that.  And never was it originally believed to be associated with the fictional construct that folks think of as the devil.  (And just so you know, that particular being does not exist.)