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Saturday Strength.

             The past few days have been distracting and unsettled.   But not necessarily in a bad way.  Just a sort of mixed-energy way (similar to Scrambled Brain, but without the detached and spacey sensation).  I’m feeling the end of Mercury’s retrograde spin, as well as more down-to-earth shake-ups.  (Wow, that’s a lot of hyphens in one short paragraph.)

             None of this is negative.  It’s just difficult to concentrate.  Or stick with anything for very long.  (I’m overly excited to pick up our stove tomorrow, and I have new quilting ideas bouncing around in my head right now too.)  What this means tonight is that I’ll be brief.  And we’re starting with the daily draw.

             There are very few of these illustrations that I don’t love in some way.  Here’s a perfect example.  For the MOST PART this one is great.  With one (glaring) flaw (oops two, not that I look again).

oracle cards

“Empowerment  ~

You’re more powerful than you realize.

 It’s safe for you to be powerful!

This card confirms that your inner power wants to surface.  You will use this power appropriately, and you are incapable of abusing it.  Your true friends, and the people who really love  you, will be happy that you’ve taken your power back.

Empowerment means that you’re no longer willing to see yourself as a victim in any way.  It means letting go of all blame with respect to other people, past conditions, or present circumstances.  Know that you can be powerful and gentle simultaneously – and still be very effective.

Affirm frequently: ‘It is safe for me to be powerful!  I accept my individual power to be used in the service of light and love.’  Then enjoy the shifts you see around you.  Instead of worrying what others think about you, use your power to make the world a better place…..”

Today’s Deck:

Magical Mermaids And Dolphins Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue

Today’s Mileage:

was all in the rain.

Eugene biking in the rain

Ride No. 2

             Downtown for erranding (and cookies), 9.143 at 9.3 MPH average speed, for a total of 58 minutes and 37 seconds of pedaling time.  (I had Dan use my phone to snap this shot right before I left, because I was madly texting with a far-away friend who was madly baking in preparation for her family’s dinner tomorrow.  I told her I was leaving the house, but really, a picture says it so much more absurdly  ridiculously  loudly  vividly)

FLP Report:

was this, and another Wyoming.

It says AlbertaI promise.

It says Alberta
I promise.

             Which makes it legally foreign, not just symbolically.

LateNight Sharing:

is THIS GUY (pronounced Brought-zo).  Who I am now completely fascinated by.  Has anyone heard of him before?  His story is pretty amazing.

True Views.

             Before we discuss anything else, in keeping with our current theme of healing and doing all the good that we can for our selves and our planet, please look at this excerpt from a recent Sarah Varcas post.  (She is fabulous, truly.)

“This is the message for this Full Moon: Healing is available.  It may not take the form we anticipated.  It may come slower than we’d hoped, or the outcome may be different, but it’s still healing, and once received it’s incumbent upon us to take that healing out into the world and use it to fuel our everyday lives.  We’re all part of a cycle.  Virgo always reminds us of that fact, ‘…and we’re all part of an infinite whole’, the Sun in Pisces chips in!  At this Full Moon we could do far worse than recognise those facts and commit ourselves to allowing healing to pass through us and out into the world.  And as we do so, our prayer could be that the healing we receive will heal the whole just as much as it heals us.  And in healing the whole, our own healing will finally be complete.”

             Thanks, Corina.  We absolutely appreciate the share.  (And I think that Mercury Retrograde free download she offers is a winner, too.  More on that soon.)  We especially thank you, Sarah.  Your work is amazing.

             Okay, now we’ll move on to our day.  It was pool class this afternoon.  We’ve been having new folks drop in recently, one or two nearly every session, since the first of the year.  But none of them last.  Okay, that not quite true, more accurately: hardly any of them last.  Tonight a pair or women (right about my age) showed up, solely on the recommendation from a care-giver for one of our special needs folks.

             Wow, that was unexpected.  And it was slightly startling too.  But also, this was a wonderful feeling!  (Especially after having such a fast, and constant, turn-over lately.)

              The feedback I received, the knowledge that what I do, in the warm salt water, twice a week, is being discussed (and praised!) out in my community, just about made me cry.  It was SO fabulous to hear how people respond, in such a hugely positive way, to my very own little splashy hour!   Validating, in an exquisitely lovely way.

             Which brings us to our daily draw.  It’s a nice reminder to keep the really important elements of Life in front of us, not allowing the lesser, petty, and detrimental factors occupy our minds.

oracle cards

“The Hungry Ghosts  ~  14  ~

obsessions, scarcity consciousness, attachment

When the Hungry Ghosts appear on your path, they may not at first seem like Allies because they represent your constant focus on the past and the consuming desire to know the future, which rob you of your true present.  But, in fact, they are here in the service of alerting you to obsessive thinking and addictions: they are masters of magnifying repetitive behaviors.

The message is for you to examine whether you are doing the same thing over and over while expecting a different result.  ’This time will be different’ and ‘I have control over this’ are false statements and a sign of deep denial of the truth.

Now is the time to let go of that thinking.  Surrender your will, your life, your heart’s desires, and all that pains you to the Divine.  Order will be restored in your world.

The Hungry Ghosts also bring understanding about the distractions of life that seduce you into forgetting what you really desire.  They’re asking you to become aware that what others want and what the culture dictates will make you happy may not be what’s best for you.

Don’t get caught up in outside appearances.  All that glitters may not be gold – at least not for you.  Look beyond the veneer and you will find the true substance in your life.  You deserve nothing less.”

             This one came up direct, but it’s been helpful in the past for us to look at both sides, so it feels right to go with that now.

“Challenger:

When the Hungry Ghosts come to challenge, it’s a sign that you have succumbed to the fear of lack, which is whispering in your ear that you’ll fail.  Whatever it is you’ve intended, you have stayed too long in the desiring stage.  Longing and yearning have become your constant state of mind.

Are you comparing your experience with others?  Do you envy their success?  Do you judge yourself only on your material accomplishments?  Are you afraid that there will never be enough of anything and none of your dreams will be there upon awakening in reality?  Perhaps you’ve turned to compulsive eating, shopping, working, or drinking to distract yourself.

Let go of the illusion of lack, and accept things as they are: perfect, abundant, meaningful expressions of the Divine.  There will never be enough for the Hungry Ghosts that challenge you, for the only experience they know is scarcity.  It’s not your job to feed them.  They will lose their power to haunt you.  

Trust in the abundance of Spirit”

             I may never get tired of this deck, and in fact, I’ve gone on to see about getting another one of hers (The Enchanted Map).  I have to earn another peso or thirty, so we can also acquire the accompanying book.  We totally deserve it!

             Also, I can’t remember if I’ve ever shared the backs of these cards before (no doubt, I have, but you know that I almost never go back into the archives for anything, so I’m not checking now).

oracle cards

Click to zoom in,
there’s details here that can easily be missed.

             This one has been sitting just to the left of my computer for months now.  Every day I enjoy the view of it.  And often I see something new that I didn’t notice before.  It’s very meditative (plus timely, with the full moon), and calming.  The obvious main point of interest that draws the eye being a type of Portal doesn’t hurt, either.

FLP Report:

is really from  yesterday, but I forgot it, South Dakota.

Today’s Mileage:

is unrecorded.  We went to a near-by shopping complex to get a quick, affordable, and deliciously organic dinner (from HERE), then walked the entire parking lot, in a big circle.  Tomorrow though, I’ll make sure Daniel shares our bike ride map!

Convalescent Compilation.

            Before we do anything else, tell me if this works.  Go HERE and if you get a news story, please watch it.  Then come back.  (As always, we’ll wait.  It’s short, only a couple of minutes long.)  All done?  Yeah, that’s my pool.

             Next up is the health report.  About the same as yesterday, with one exception.  I baked.  Not that I felt so wonderful, just that I couldn’t put it off any longer.  It was like a compulsion that kept getting stronger.  So, I made a fast batch of whole wheat biscuits.

whole wheat biscuits

Yes, I did that.

             Then I went back to bed.  Well.  The sick-couch.  Where I’ve been hanging out for a week tomorrow.  I calculated earlier, tomorrow night at this time it’s been an entire fucking week.  Wow.  Good thing I don’t question this shit.

sick bed, dogs on the couch

Napping for our health.

             My Maximum Grand Dog doesn’t question it either.  He just guards me.  UpCLOSE!  Not that I don’t appreciate all of the tending, it just gets slightly claustrophobic when he’s sharing my pillow or pinning my feet down.

             In other-worldly news, some backwardsing happened.  Here’s what Mercury Retrograde (the blog) has to say about it,

As Mercury moves from outward-looking Sagittarius back to inward-looking Scorpio, we may be asked to consider what relationship or impact the wider world (Sag) may have on our inner psyches (Scorpio).”

              So far we’ve already felt the beginnings of miscommunications here at The Burrow, but fortunately nothing has been too bad.  I remain optimistic since I no longer believe in fighting these things.  Truly, there is just no point.  Much better to learn and work WITH the energy (she says, with little to no energy of her own back yet).

             Tomorrow we venture out.  Not by bike, sadly.  I just don’t think that would be wise.  (Even though I REALLY want to.)  Wish me luck.  For now, here’s our daily message.  A quiet little card that waited patiently for me to get to it.

oracle and tarot cards

Guidance ~ Three of Rainbows

             Simply a reminder, we are never alone.  We are guided and helped along every turn and with every choice.  We selected our Team for more good reasons than can be expressed.  We are surrounded by saints totems and angels and walk-besides and elementals of all sorts, every single one willing, able, and anxious to lend a helping hand.  All we have to do is ask.

             This needs repeating,  all we have to do is ask.  (Not even kidding here, keep asking.)  And then work with the guidance we are given.

Today’s Deck:

Osho Zen Tarot

Today’s HomeMade Food:

whole wheat bisuits

Clean bread.  Good butter.

 (Not vegan, though.  Maybe next time.)

Today’s Book Assessment:

 I have a funny habit of wanting word meanings to MEAN the thing they are supposed to mean.  So when an authour talks about “memory” I want to learn that.  NOT learn about memorization!  Big difference, Einstein.

Today’s Sharing:

this place was not created by any of my children, it was simply included in an article that was written by one of them.

Adjusting, Adapting, Fine-tuning.

             You may have noticed that Corina and I sometimes make mention of a guy named Henry.  He’s a very cool card reader, and lightworker*.  I invite you to watch his stuff.  If he’s not a good match for you, that’s fine.  Daniel doesn’t love to listen to him, not a problem.  Many of us find that his information is very helpful.  The reason I bring him up today is because he uses several of the same decks we do.

*That is a word that I’ve recently become aware of, and am unsure of right now.  Also, a special note to my son: text me or your father before you investigate any of these videos.

             In our rotation we’ve come around to the cards that not everyone adores.  It’s one of the decks Henry uses on a regular basis, which I find really intriguing, because he reads in a similarly positive way as I do.  This set came up completely reversed, but I photographed it direct so you could see the pictures.  I’m just going to give the very basics from the guidebook, then move on to more of my own interpretation, due to the contrary lay out.

oracle cards

“Ice-olation  ~  3  ~  Clouds: The Mind

The rainbow-colored tears on this person’s face hold the key …..  It’s okay to cry, and there is no reason to feel ashamed of your tears.  Crying helps us to let go of pain, allows us to be gentle with ourselves, and finally helps us to heal.

Maturity  ~   Ace  ~  Rainbows: The Physical

This figure ….. has come to a time of centerdness and expansiveness ….. all of life’s experiences have brought him to this time of perfection ….. When you draw this card, know well this moment carries a gift ….. your base is solid now, success and good fortune are yours for they are the outcome of what has already been experienced within.

The Miser  ~  4  ~  Rainbows: The Physical

This card challenges us to look at what we are clinging to, and what we feel we posses that is so valuable it needs to be protected by a fortress ….. whatever we’re holding on to, remember that you can’t take it with you.  Loosen your grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.”

             Taking into consideration the fact that these are transitioning cards (the reversed factor here) it feels as though we’ve been told this all before.  We know these things, and this is merely a gentle reminder to stay on course.  None of this is breaking news, and much of it is work we’ve already begun and are doing well.

              (Or, even if we’re not doing it well, we ARE trying very hard.)

             What the Universe wants us to know now is that we CAN make it to the other side.  With our belongings in tact (without becoming all Hoarder-like), with our healing on track (without becoming a sobbing wreck), traveling safely along our paths, arriving at our destinations  feeling well-balanced and at ease.  Basically this trio is validating our efforts.  And that feels great.

             On the Mercury Retrograde front, so far so good, for me right now.  A few small things have been confusing.  But I feel so blessed not to be THIS PERSON that I’m saying my gratitudes in a big loud voice.

             I’m also working on fine-tuning an old skill (very retrograde-friendly activity), expanding it in a new way: Tarot readings of past lives, how current relationships mesh with (or don’t) other life relationships.  (Thanks to Kewl Kate for the idea!)

             This is the difficult part of the week for my Maximum Grand Dog, his girl is knee-deep in long days and other people’s pets.

dogs in chairs

“I’m nappin’ here!”

             He had a super fun time last night, and the evening before, when we went out (after Dan was done with work) for our dark stroll around the neighborhood.  But now, he’d just like it if I left him alone while he waits for Empress to show up.  (All of that recent thunder didn’t help his mood much either.)

Today’s Deck:

Osho Zen Tarot

LateNight Links:

I’ve been slightly remiss in keeping up with my Seattle kid (she was here, dammit) and I don’t know how many of you follow her personal blog.  But she’s got a new one posted, as well as a terrific selection of photos from last weekend.

Making ourselves known.

             Oh what a delightful day I’m having!  True, it DID begin with a horrible notation (my bathroom scales hate me, or maybe that’s not exactly what this means), but it quickly went all uphill from there.  See?

guest room

Joy!

             THIS is happening upstairs right now.  Small dogs and a small girl.  So happy-making!

             Let’s continue to spin this day positively, shall we?  Just moments ago, as I type this, Mercury went retrograde.  Do yourselves a favor, and learn more about what’s going on by reading this post.  (And if you don’t follow that blog via e-mail, do so.  Totally well done, as I’ve mentioned previously.)  A great resource.

             On our card altar today we have an interesting, and timely, message (especially if you just clicked over and read all about the global aspects of this particular planetary phase we’re stepping right into).

animal cards

“Skunk  ~  7  ~

Reputation

Skunk medicine!  Go ahead and laugh.  This furry little animal has a reputation that contains a great deal of power.  Due to its distinctive behavior, humans give this tiny, smelly creature a wide berth.  The key word here is respect.

Unlike other predatory animals, Skunk does not threaten your life but threatens your senses.  You know this to be true if you have ever been in the vicinity of its spray.  In observing the habit patterns of Skunk, it is easy to notice the playfulness and nonchalance of its natural behavior.  The ‘I-dare-you-to’ attitude of this four-legged creature commands you, as the observer, to respect its space by mere reputation alone.

Skunk is teaching you that by walking your talk and by respecting yourself, you will create a position of strength and honored reputation.  The carriage of your body relates to others what you believe about yourself.  There is no need to bully, aggravate, torment, or overpower other beings when your sense of ‘self’ is intact.  As with Skunk, the resonant field of energy around your body is relayed through your senses.  Self-esteem permeates the body’s energy , and is instantly recognized on an extrasensory level by others.

Learn to assert, without ego, what you are.  Respect follows.  Your self-respectful  attitude will repel those who are not of like mind, and yet will attract those who choose the same pathway.  As the odor of Skunk attracts others of its kind, it repels those who will not respect its space.

Skunk medicine people have the ability to attract others, and they are very charismatic.  At the same time, the other side of their natural power is to repel those who seek to take energy from them without recycling the gifts they have taken.

In Skunk medicine, it is good to learn how to handle energy flows.  Modern psychologists call this body language.  In tribal teachings, this is your personal medicine which you are showing to others.  Use your medicine well, and know that you are known by your reputation.  How you use your energy will attract either honor or disgrace.  You may want to examine what energy you are putting out that causes your present situation.

If you have chosen this symbol, you are being asked to notice the kinds of people who are attracted to you.  If they emulate favorable characteristics, have enough self-esteem to recognize those characteristics within yourself.  Walk tall and be proud of the accomplishments you have made.  Bear in mind that what you believe about yourself is your ultimate protection.  Project self-respect.

Contrary:

Skunk medicine operating through the contrary or reversed position indicates that your self-esteem may seem to others as if you are putting on airs.  Observe whether or not you are repelling others in  your vicinity because of envy, jealousy, or a projection of their low self-esteem.  Examine your feelings.  Be truthful with yourself.  Right the situation by assuming that attitude of Skunk: non-chalance.

In leaking vital energy, you may be stinking up your environment.  This is similar to dumping all of your woes on anyone who will listen.  If you are doing this, it may be time to shut your mouth and go within.

You may be leaking sexual energy and repulsing the object of your interest.  That person may be too shy to tell you to lay off.  Look deeply at your self-image and how others are reacting to it.

To balance the causes and effects of your actions and energy flows, you must decided whether or not you need to spray in the direction of others to repel their envy, greed, jealousy, or over-amorous tendencies.  On the other hand, you need to always maintain your ‘right to be.’  Self-respect is the key to all of these situations, whereas ego is merely what you believe yourself to be.”

               As I was glancing along this definition earlier it occurred to me that BETTER keywords might be: respect and self-worth.  Because truly, when we live our lives in honest and genuine ways, we attract more positive and loving energy, and we feel better about ourselves in the process.  When we feel better about ourselves, as Skunk says, we repel those who would be negative (or smelly!) from our environment.

             Tonight’s Daily Dog today is a Two-fer, because that’s how many I could get in one shot.  (Max was being aloof, or maybe just sharing the spotlight, hard to say, he was mostly just napping.)

small dogs

Grand Dogs.

             Yesterday, as I mentioned, we did some erranding.  One of the items on my list was a book I’d heard about for my dad’s birthday.  We found it.  And then, the adorable guys at my local hardware store wrapped it.  For free!

gift wrap

Decorated with taste.

              The other is one that was on a display at the stationery shop (where we get our Pen O’ The Month).  I know he’ll like them both.  (And I can’t wait to look at the history volume while he’s scanning the yard for birds in the nature one.)

Today’s Deck:

Medicine Cards – The Discovery Of Power Through The Ways Of Animals by Jamie Sams and David Carson illustrated by Angela C. Werneke