Not to belabor the point, but grief has really been on our minds and in our lives lately. I have one more thing to say on it, or rather, share about it. Then, we set it aside. To heal as it needs to. In its own time and in its own way.
Beware, this is a horribly sad, real-life story. HERE is J.D.’s friend, and what happened to him. I am forewarning you now, it’s an article that needs to be read and then processed. Passed on or prayed over even, if that is what you do in such situations. The feelings will overwhelm you, but this young man’s sacrifice absolutely must be acknowledged.
He is now at peace (this, I am confident of), and he knows that his choices, to come here and teach by example, were worth it. He knows that many people love and respect him. And I know that he lived this difficult life the absolute best way that he could. He is glad to now be Home.
Thank you, Mike, for giving us this gift. It was an honour to know you and be a part of your journey. You are a blessing, and we appreciate all that you gave us.
In my own work, I continue to learn about how we walk our paths, today I applied an attitude adjustment to a majority of my activities. I’m almost done with Apolo’s book, and it’s been super helpful with my mood and over-all outlook. His philosophy is no different from what we’ve discussed here numerous times, it’s just that TODAY it sunk in. Last night, I actually FELT the change. Like a click. It dropped into place.
Living our genuine lives with Present Moment Awareness is special, outstandingly special. It takes time to figure out, and then some more time to activate and DO. Even if you THINK you’re doing it (and by you, I always mean me) but maybe you forget, or maybe you get crabby, or maybe you just aren’t in the mood, that’s not truly living the Zen balance or In The Moment.
That’s making a wonderful effort (go you me!), and it’s fabulously beneficial. But FEELING it happen, sensing the physical change, is a whole ‘nother animal. On a completely new, unknown level.
Now I know the difference. I had the sensation of what BEING in my life, at that EXACT second, and KNOWING it, felt like. I also now know that I am able to continue it. Not every minute of every day, but once you (I!) reach out and touch that place, it changes the game. And it’s awesome.
For our daily draw, I was pulled to those small, brief, Sylvia cards. But her definition needed reworking, for our purposes. The Key Word message though, oh yeah that WAS for us.
Truth
When we live in Truth, we live balanced. When we live in Truth, we live in Harmony. When we live in Truth, we live with Joy. When we live in Truth, we live lovingly.
Today’s Deck:
(with words by me) Heart And Soul Cards by Sylvia Browne
Today’s Mileage:
by the old GPS system we went 9.36 miles, while the new program said 9.66. Mine registered 9.548 with our average speed being a sad wee little 8.7MPH (extenuating circumstances, see below). Time pedaling was one hour, five minutes, and 33 seconds.
Our gym session with Ryon (and bonus: Emma!) was terrific, but what made it even more enjoyable was that we all met up with Jade for lunch after. That average speed was low today because we walked the bikes for several blocks, as we hoofed it to the restaurant.
FLP Report:
New Mexico and Michigan.
Wow. The article about Michael… seriously heartwrenching. Tears stream down my face. This is one of millions of reasons why we need peace on this planet. Such a tragedy. My condolences to Michael’s family and friends. Sending Love to everyone mourning his loss from the physical realm. Praying that they can find peace and comfort.
Go you! What an incredible turning point!
Beautiful card today, and beautiful message!
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High emotions here, on many levels. Some days I wish we could use people as an energy source.
J
11:07 p.m.
1-30-13
I had a brief exchange with JD yesterday about this. How we are treating our war fighters is awful.
I am glad that things are clicking into place. Mindfulness and be here now are good reminders.
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Glad you got to speak with him about it. The more we share grief the less painful it ends up being.
J
11:09 p.m.
1-30-13
It’s so sad about that young man! We treat our war veterans dreadfully, which I believe says sad things about our country.
It’s wonderful that you felt that click into present-ness. I hope you get to feel it more and more often. I am still working on it, when I think of it (my mind is so overly full). And I like your wording for the card. Very nice.
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It’s truly a sensation of Peace.
Even with tragedy all around.
J
11:12 p.m.
1-30-13
I love the card and the message today. We’d had a discussion on truth in another blog. Interesting this should come up here.
***and thanks for the shout out on Twitter. I’m still trying to figure out what i need to do there, but am bogged down with promotional stuff and no time to learn. And yet, I find time to drop by my favorite blogs and leave comments. ; )
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I love when that type of synchronicity happens!
We have our priorities, and they make perfect sense to us!
J
11:14 p.m.
1-30-13
I couldn’t read the story, but I’m sending prayers anyway. It IS very difficult to stay in the moment, isn’t it? I’m pretty good at staying where my feet are, so to say, but I’m not always living the moment, enjoying what is happening right then. The other day I caught myself daydreaming, waiting for Five to get off the bus, and almost missed him doing his goofy Gangnam Style dance next to the car, waving his origami Yoda to the beat! It reminded me to pay attention to the silly moments and appreciate what I have.
Hugs and cookies.
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I gave the warning so no one (mom’s mostly) would hit the link and end up there without advance notice. The prayers are most welcome.
Thank you for sharing that story,
and the image of our beloved Five!
J
11:16 p.m.
1-30-13
Such a sad story.
So happy you ‘clicked’ in! I’m still a work in progress on that one! Good card!
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I wanted everyone to know what it feels like, because truly, we are ALL a work in progress. We ALL struggle. Making our trudging way along these paths of ours. By sharing what I felt, I was hoping to encourage anyone reading to keep stomping along. The adventure is in every step!
J
11:19 p.m.
1-30-13
I’m so glad you’ve taken that major step forward. I’m not sure I’m there yet but progress is being made. Thank you for sharing Michael’s story. It is oddly resonant with some other things I want to write about.
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Did you see Robena’s comment above?
We are all so connected!
J
11:21 p.m.
1-30-13