Here We Be.

             I woke up angry today, and I’ve been struggling with that feeling ever since.  Dan has to work an over-time assignment tomorrow.   And I just wrote a huge long ranting post about how no one ever thinks to even fucking consider night-shift people and their sleeping hours (he’ll be getting up about 90 minutes after he goes to bed, or ya know, something like that).  We’ll lose an entire day off, so I’m pissed.

             I’ve deleted it though.  I’m just not really in any sort of shape* to help anyone tonight, so I’ll simply move on to our message.  It’s from a stack that I was guided to when I walked into the card altar room this afternoon.

*You know how one thing feels bad but then seven hundred more things pile on top of that?  And you just get that sense of drowning under it all?   Right, that’s my current reality.

oracle and life cards

Life  ~

Since we all have chosen our own charts, life is an individual learning experience, like classes taken in school.

Affirmation:

I will do my best to pass my charted course, reflecting on the magnificence of the Universe.”

             This goes fairly well with our Mindful Living theme.  When we focus intently on being in the moment, seeing the signs, appreciating the blessings, we now know that we make more memories, and we are better able to BE in our lives more meaningfully.  It’s worth our time and effort to  put that attitude in the forefront as often as we can.

             Probably tomorrow I’ll be better at doing that.

Today’s Deck:

 Heart And Soul Cards by Sylvia Browne

12 Responses to Here We Be.

  1. ((((HUGS))))

    I felt that way the other day. It sucks! Sending love and asking the angels to comfort you.

    The trees on the card look like redwoods! Cool!

    Tomorrow, or very soon, you definitely will be doing that again!

  2. You know the saying – some days it’s good enough to just get through the day without killing anyone.

  3. Been in that space before, and it totally sucks. Here’s a glimmer of hope…. it DOES pass!

  4. I think that, sometimes, those kinds of days are like psychological magnets. I know there are days when almost nothing bothers me, and then there are the days were not only does every thing piss me off (or depress me) but it can be the same type of thing (behavior, reaction, event) that didn’t faze me before. Go figure.

    And I do remember the shift stuff. My all time favorite was getting called in for a detail on Friday night (back when the shifts started at 9 pm) and dispatch was trying to tell me that I worked on Friday, and it was just coming in an hour early until I reminded them that my Friday shift of 10 hours had ended at 7 am. Yep, fun times….

  5. When I have days like that I know I’m in for an afternoon nap, or a bubble bath and reading a good book. Show yourself some love. : )

  6. I agree with Robena: show yourself some love. Don’t push things, don’t try to be superwoman today. Just do what you usually enjoy today. And maybe go get a donut at Voodoo Donuts, just because. :D

  7. I am having the same kind of day. I don’t feel well and everything is pissing me off.

    {{Hugs}} and FGV’s to you. Sorry for the loss of a day off. Sucks!!

  8. “*You know how one thing feels bad but then seven hundred more things pile on top of that? And you just get that sense of drowning under it all?”

    Add to that the emotional drain from the anger and basically you’re just screwed. {{{HUGS}}} Sometimes when I get like that I just have to get in the car (away from the crap) and drive. I’ll stop at a pet store and look at fuzzies or go to the book store and lose myself in the books. I hope you find something that works for you. And {{{HUGS}}} to Dan for being screwed out of his sleep.

  9. Ummmmmm. Okaaaaay. That didn’t come out quite right. {{{HUGS}}} for Dan being CHEATED out of his sleep. I’m leaving now.

  10. Hope you feel better tomorrow. Hapoo.