I just pre-wrote this post, and I’m in a stupid noisy place where I can’t concentrate, so it went up, and I had to trash the entire fucking thing. I am more angry than I can say.
We are on the road, stopped to see a friend of Em’s. All I wanted to do was share the card and give a bit of an update. But now, you get the definition. And that’s it. Tomorrow we’ll be home.
“Angel Of Communication ~
Communicate clearly; don’t be afraid to say it like it is.
One of your major lessons in this lifetime is to learn to communicate what you want clearly. You assume that those around you know what you want or how you feel. Yet the truth is that they do not. Because of your failure to communicate honestly and clearly, those around you often end up confused or, at best, having to guess what it is you want, feel, or expect.
Do not be afraid to say it like it is. You cannot lose anything by simply stating your truth. You do not need to blame or accuse others in order to speak your truth, just state your case clearly.
Underlying this whole issue is a fear of not being accepted or not gaining the approval of others, and therefore you are often afraid to speak up. Know that it is an act of love unto yourself and others to communicate clearly, lovingly, and honestly. The Angel Of Communication is here to help you work through this issue. Through this process you will honour and empower yourself and gain much respect and love from others.”
Angels, Gods, And Goddesses by Toni Carmine Salerno
(Irony du jour, Dan and I are arguing, and FAILING TO COMMUNICATE!)