Monthly Archives: July 2011

Assorted Sunny Day Sundries

            It’s warm here now, as I sit down to write.  I am thankful for the clear skies, and I am most certainly grateful that it’s not surface-of-the-sun blistering.  I also want to say an outloud Thank You to the Universe for bringing me loving friends and wonderful people in my life.  We’ve been surrounded by so much shit lately that it’s amazingly magnificent to realize how lucky we all are.  What with no one dying on us and none of us being homeless or anything.  (Thank You!)

            When the weather heats up I drive around in the Wee Walnut with all (both!) windows down because I don’t have air conditioning, and I require that breeze to keep my brain from frying.  Recently I clamped a big hair clip to my below-the-dashboard incense container and use it to keep my vision clear from flying strands now that my hair has been getting longer again.  Today I had the clip on the back of my head, and as we stopped to drop off our movies, I yanked the clip out and tossed it on my seat when we went inside the store.

            Daniel got in before I did and JUST before I sat on the damn hair clip he yanked it out from under my ass.

Him  ~  You almost sat on that thing.

Me  ~  I know!  I saw it, and remembered it was there, the very second you saved it.

Him  ~  Good thing I have super-quick reflexes!

Me  ~  (Laughing at this, because seriously “super-quick” is NOT what anyone thinks when they see him, or spend time around him, or know him the way I do.)

Him  ~  I SAVED it!  And you LOVE this hair clip!

Me  ~  I DO love this hair clip.

Him  ~  See?  You’re very lucky to have me.

Me  ~  I am.  I am VERY lucky.  Me and my hair clip.  Both of us, so lucky.

            These two were excellent.  Again, highly recommend.  We’ve had a great run of picking out some really good movies this week.  Because of Dan’s schedule we only get to see videos about once a year.  So we have to watch all the ones we thought we might have been interested in seeing the previous 12 months or so.  As we wandered the aisles today we figured out that we’ve probably seen all the “good” ones now though.   (I am BEYOND picky when it comes to what I watch, and he is BEYOND patient about it.)

             On our erranding rounds we spotted only a minor few Foreign License Plates, and one we actually saw twice.  A kid was driving a small grey car from Minnesota, apparently in all the same places we were going.  We saw one Florida, one Iowa, one Texas, and another Indiana that was, sadly, still NOT the Fokker nor her family.

            We did get to see some friends in the grocery store though.  And that’s always fun.  This particular guy is someone I call The World’s Nicest Man.  He probably has more patience and more kindness in one body than any person I’ve ever met (with the exception of my Beloved and his children, of course).  He is also the LEAST freaking judgemental person, of all time (seriously, he’s like Gandhi or Jesus).  He makes me smile, just knowing he’s around, and he hugs me, without fail, whenever we see him.  His wife is fabulous as well, and she cross stitches, so ya know, obviously these are two of my favorite people. 

(Note to Ally and the witchlings, it was John Miller and his Mrs, at the PC over by the shops.  Because I know you guys were curious.)

          Our card today is from our new Crystal Oracle deck.  This continues to be fascinating to me, I really don’t know much about it, so I like learning a new divination skill.  (As was part of the suggestion from yesterday’s message.)

“Amulet Stones  ~  (Thunder Eggs)  ~  protection, guidance, travel, integration.

Travel plans will soon be on the horizon.  An unexpected opportunity will soon arise which will see you preparing to travel to a far away place.  The amulet stone offers you protection and guidance while traveling.

While away you will discover interesting ways of integrating your physical and spiritual life as well as your business and personal life.  Ideas and opportunities arise that you will find both rewarding and stimulating.

Allow yourself to keep an open heart and mind.”

          The first thing that popped in to my head when I read this as I flipped it over was that I will be taking my first walk-instead-of-pool class tomorrow.  Dan has agreed to wander the neighborhood with me to scope out a route that will make good use of my time and help me to feel as though it’s worthwhile for health reasons.  If it were left up to me I would sulk across the street to the mail box then stomp back home again in a bad and bitter mood.  We’ll keep you posted.  (And take the camera along with us.)

Special Note To Those Of You I Still Owe E-mails To:  the printer continues to be dead, and I can’t write if I can’t read, so continue to be patient with me as I work this out, or wait for the new printer to arrive.  Thank you so much!

Counted Lessons and Blessings.

            No new tragedies to report, so ya know, that’s great!  We went to my mom and dad’s place today, slightly tardy.  (Totally my fault, whatever.)  Finished with the mercy project.  (Reminding me how very much I HATE manual labor, even though I was barely a helper in the over all task.)  Had a nice dinner of sammiches and corn on the cob, with ice cream treats for dessert.  (And yes Han, many many salads as well.)  All very pleasant.

           This is Empress, Mom, and Max.  We were all so grateful that the three of them could spend time together (and this also helped my mother stay away from where the big work was being done, she talks more than I do, it’s entertaining, but tiring).  That small brown building is the pump house, just to the left of it is Axel’s room.

             When he stays over this is where he sleeps.  And when we come to visit he hangs out in there, quite comfortably.  He’s not in there very much, but it’s safer when he is, and the chain saw is going.

            We shared the stories of our week with my parents and Emmy got them caught up on what she and Max have been doing.  I realized how effortlessly we all fell in to our assigned roles today, and this is one of the things in my life that I am most thankful for, we are physically able to do this shit.  It was a difficult and hard chore, to get that rest of the tree down, to get all the wood stacked up, to remove all the limbs and the sticks and the crap that was falling on our heads and threatening to poke our damn eyes out.  But we could do it.  We all could do what needed to be done.

            Our daily draw message talks about sharing knowledge, but what I felt I wanted to share right now was that even through our massive upheavals recently we still could find the blessings.  Sure, I had to really search there on some days, but I did find them.

“Teaching and Learning  ~

Archangel Zadkiel:  Keep an open mind, and learn new ideas.  Then, teach these ideas to others.

You are a spiritual teacher and an avid learner.  Learning and teaching are linked in a perfect cycle, in which information comes to you when you need it.  Teach others about the topics that awaken your passions.  The more you teach, the more your lessons are reinforced within yourself. 

Be open to sharing new ideas, and learning about topics that aren’t in your immediate sphere of interest.  Your students will teach you in many ways, too.  Trust in your teaching and your learning abilities, as your mind is one with the Divine Mind of God.  You are an intelligent and wise being.  Know that it is safe in this lifetime for you to be outspoken in your teachings.”

          As before, Doreen disclaimers apply here, substitute any words that work better for you.  I like what this card is saying.  We do learn as we teach, and when we are in the position of sharing what we have learned along the way, it just can’t help but benefit others.  As well as ourselves.

            I made some good progress on that Last Kit, but I have to get back to it now.  The sooner it’s done the sooner I get paid.  Here’s what we watched last night, we have two more lined up for tonight.

           Yes, Gnomeo & Juliet was JUST as good as I thought it was going to be.  I highly recommend both of these!

Comin’ Out The Other Side.

           We are going to start off with our card this afternoon, because we need to.  It’s the main message of the day, and one we all have to hear.  (Also, it won’t leave me alone, it’s been in my head since I first flipped it over.)

The Tower  ~  reversed (yay!)

Our Towering is over now, but we will continue to experience some Roller Coastering because in 2 days Mercury turns around on us.

We all know that The Tower is a bitch.  It means that the way we THOUGHT things were are so not any more.  It means that what we were counting on is now gone.  It means our very foundations have collapsed.  But…. when we get this card as a Challenger, it’s really positive, because it is showing up with a tweak, a movement.

 It is moving past us now, moving on after having caused whatever problems and chaos the Universe thinks will teach us the lesson we need.  Reversed cards are signs of cyclical motion.  Which is exactly how we are going to ride out the next few weeks in Retrograde.  We will be able to skate along with only a few minor bumps in the road, a few minor construction cones in our path.

Sure, crap is bound to come up, it’s Mercury going backwards for gawd’s sake!  And it’s the freaking Tower!  However, since we know that we are going to make it out the other side, only moderately singed and only slightly bruised, we can endure.  We can count on the fact that our Towering is behind us. 

Yesterday’s illumination brought us much hope and enlightenment.  We will keep that in mind as we coast.  Gently stepping around the landmines, delicately picking our way through the ruble and knowing that we will be FINE!

For now, the worst is behind us.  Just ya know, watch  your step.

              Okay, NOW I can go on.  Although, I don’t have much today, only went two places.  It’s really summer here now though.  Plenty of construction still and some heat on a regular basis.

            I saw one Foreign License plate while I was out:  Minnesota.  And went to my last pool class of the season.  It looks quite hopeful that we’ll be back in the fall, which cheered me greatly.  I offered my own wee self elf as instructor, if it would help with the budget issues.  We’ll know more in October.

           Tomorrow Daniel and Axel and I (along with Max and Emmy this time) head back over the hill to finish the tree work at my mom and dad’s place.  (I feel better about this now, it really was dangerous and really was suffering.)  Dan’s vacation is nearly over so we have to get as much done as we can before he goes back to work.  I picked  up some more movies for us to watch tonight and tomorrow, will let you know how they were.  My selection was just as varied as last time.

            Empress has a job interview on Tuesday, so keep her in your thoughts.  If this is the place she needs to be then it will go smoothly, if not, we keep looking.

            One last thing, then I’m back to the stitching chair.  I’ve had some questions lately (again) about totems and guides.  The quick answer (until I can go back through The History Quilt and find where I’ve written about this before, or one of you guys can locate it) is that we all have a Team.

           Our personal Team consists of a Primary Guide and a Primary Totem, with some personal angels along for the ride.  These are beings we sat down with before we got here, before we put on this body we are now wearing, and all agreed to work together.  The animals have more of a Universal soul consciousness, and I’m not always as good with picking those out individually (without using the cards) as I am at seeing guides and past lives.  But I do know that we all have them.

           I also know that we all have loved ones on the Other Side who we can call upon to help us out.  When people talk about being alone, it’s not the truth.  We are NEVER alone!  We all have a Team and we all have folks who watch over us.  All of them are available.  The only thing we need to do is ask for their assistance.  Outloud, quietly in our heads, as we pray or meditate, doesn’t matter.  Ask.  They’ll answer.  Every time.

Moderate Up Swing on the Horizon.

          The off-spring of my Beloved combined forces recently and put some money together for him around Father’s Day.   The goal was to find and fit him with new running shoes.  (He doesn’t run a bunch but when he does these would be a nice and healthy item to have.)  June came and went and the timing was just never right.  Now that he is on vacation and Empress is unemployed, it worked out that they could go and do some shopping.

            What he needed more than one expensive pair of runners was some help with his garage full of Joseph’s Tools.  They came up with a compromise. 

          A moderately priced (and on sale) pair plus a replacement battery for his cordless drill.  Thanks witchlings, totally better late than never.  (Seriously, we have the best and most generous kids!)

            Today we met J.D. at the mall (he bought us lunch, thank you Babe, for that, and the late night snacks).   We saw several Foreign License Plates, both there, as well as coming and going.

            I am fairly certain this North Dakota is a repeat, but the glare made this picture turn out kind of cool, so I’m counting it.  Two States of Mystery got past us.  This aggravates me.  Every damn time.

            We clearly spotted a New York, an Arizona, and a Virgina though.  Plus one that we think may have been Nebraska.  But Daniel didn’t write it down and then it fell out of my head.  Truly, Dan and I are such a matched set of dorkiness.

             Our card today is SO encouraging, and absolutely gorgeous too.

“The Queen of Light  ~  illumination, enlightenment, celebration.

The Queen of Light is a beautiful Ally and comes into your life to herald success in all your ventures.  She illuminates the most important steps on your path and reminds you of your own brilliance.  You are intelligent and inspired, and all of your needs will be met.  Remember that you are the instrument of the Divine shining through you in this world.  You are on the correct path for your highest good.

The Queen also brings you insight into how you manifest your reality in the most miraculous ways.  She promises that you will be shown the next right action and celebrates you as you stand brilliant, joyful, and enlightened in the present time.  You have worked hard to come this far.  You can  be proud to stand tall in your conviction that in your heart of hearts, you know the truth of the situation.

Rewards for your perseverance and willingness to learn are on the way.  Gratitude and acceptance are key today.”

           I love that one of the things we are being told here is that our misery has been recognized as lessons learned.  Well, it’s about freakin’ time!

           Our Hurricane received encouraging news from the insurance company and the body shop about that hit and run incident.  Then her car died, but THEN we figured out that it’s probably only just the battery.  A simple fix.  Gratitude is most certainly key.

          We have ordered a printer.  It’s not here yet.  But again, I am grateful that we could even do this much.  Hope.  I live in the state of eternal hope that things WILL get better!

Shameless Plug:  my good friend Terry is going to be featured here on the 17th at 9 p.m.   (He says CST so you’ll have to do the math, he’s in Oklahoma, which I think is Central Time.)

Keeping Time, and Keeping True.

             We’ve talked quite a bit here about body clocks and how each of us has a personal rhythm.  But for some reason (one I just don’t even bother to question because there would be no point) the Universe is telling us to address it again.  Or some damn issue similarly based.  For the third day in a row I have woken up with the idea of “time” in my head.

           My alarm clock is set every day to the same time: one-two-three (1:23), unless I am forced to get up early (and it better be a freaking life or death situation) then it’s set for one-two-three-four (12:34).  If I do not set an alarm, or someone doesn’t come in and ATTEMPT to wake me, I just keep sleeping.  Like I’m in a coma.  Or simply dead.

          Since my bedtime is generally between 4 and 5 this equals out to around 8 hours of snoozing.  It’s how much everyone should get.  When Daniel wakes up too early, I have been known to reach out and grab him, forcefully implying that he is not, in fact, DONE sleeping.  Most often though he’s gone and I don’t even realize it.  Sometimes he goes upstairs and naps in the guest room bed, or on one of the living room couches.  Other days he reads the paper and starts his day too soon, then needs a nap around evening time (if it’s not a work day/night).

           He is adjustable, I am not.  This has been my pattern for many years.  When the witchlings were in school I’d have to sleep in two parts, unless Dan got home from work and could get them all off to school.   On those days I’d get up when they were getting home.  It’s just how my inner time keeper is set.  My niece (who you saw in the restaurant picture recently) Nikki is the same way.  Her father is not.

            I have no clue why some people are morning folks and some are better at night.  Today I have no answers, just statements of fact.  But it all makes me think of yesterday’s card that talked about being our true selves.  About being authentic to who we are and what we believe in or what works best for us.  Telling our truths to the world by being who we genuinely are seems like an important and worthwhile ideal to strive for.  And apparently that’s part of the message I am supposed to type out right now.

           Our daily draw is Ally’s totem animal, and it has such good things to say in general that I was very pleased to see it when I flipped the card over earlier.

“Bear  (Art pronounced as Arsht)  ~  Primal Power, Sovereignty, Intuition married with Instinct.

The card shows a bear standing by a cave entrance with a mace at its feet.  Such a mace was found by archeologists near Stonehenge.  It is midwinter – the time of Alban Arthuan, the ‘Light of Arthur,’ at the winter solstice.  A crown lies in the foreground, and we see the Polar Star shining brightly amongst the constellation of the Plow, also known as the Great Bear or Arthur’s Plow.

Art connects you with the very deepest of your ancestral roots.  Here, at this level, you are in touch with the Primal Mother – the Bear goddess Artio, who will defend you fiercely from all danger.  You are connected also with the Bear god Artaois, the mighty warrior Arthur, the guiding Pole Star of the Great Bear.  Your intuition will never fail you, if you will listen to it in the still darkness of the night.  Working with Bear gives you the opportunity to become a Spiritual Warrior – like Arthur.  You can find the way to come into your power by marrying your strength with your intuition.  Integrating your primal power with your intuition means uniting your star-power with your animal-power, both are symbolized by Art, the Bear.”

           The strength in this totem is unmistakable, and because I know xenatuba in real life, I can tell you honestly that the similarity of character here is amazing.  Yeah, when you know who walks beside you, well…. that is a power unto itself.

          In stitching news I have a completion to report.  Yep, the Second To Last, Formerly Last Freaking Kit With Cats, is done.  I’ll take it in tomorrow and collect my pennies.  I’ve already started on the (really) Last One, or We Must Replace This Kit Because It Was Stolen project.

            Can you see why in MY head it kept looking like a sunset?!  Not very moon-like at all.  Plus, ya know, cats.

            Now that Delia has used her google-fu type skills to inform us what the license plate for Indiana looks like I keep seeing them all over the place.  I spotted one yesterday and another one in the pool parking lot today.  And a Florida as I was coming home.