Monthly Archives: October 2010

Festive and Blessed New Year.

  It is a high holy day for Pagans around the world.  But I won’t be going on about the history or the ceremony or the religious-osity of Samhain (pronounced So-Wayne, or Sow- Win, depending on which side of the Mississippi you are on).  You are all capable of running your own googles.  (And besides, I am sure I have done that before, somewhere here.  Try out the new Search feature and tell me what you find.)  I have participated in many rituals and circles, all were worthwhile.  I have honored this important day in a solitary fashion.  And I have caused nearly unendurable stress to my children over costumes during the youngster years. 

     I am not a good participator, I don’t love big gatherings.  I adore seeing those I love, but on a limited basis.  I am really very content when I am alone.  So now, I acknowledge this Witches New Year in my own way.  And when it starts to get dark I help Daniel set out his beautiful creations, while wearing my blinking deely-bobber head band, waiting near the front door with a bowl of candy. 

        When the bell rings I push the activate button so the lights start their dance above my head and I receive my Trick or Treaters joyously.  I exclaim over clever, simple, scary, and entertaining costumes alike.  I am overly generous with my goodies and I give my husband credit for the glowing carved pumpkins. 

   It is simple and it is kind.  And I love to celebrate it just this way.

    Another little thing I do around this time of year is to give my adult babies a token Treat.  We buy them early so I can peruse the best selection.  I wait until we are close to Halloween before I hand them out.  This year J.D. got his first, a matter of logistics (and busy schedules).  Hanna got hers next, I had to Fed Ex it, we forgot while she was here.  Emmy got hers yesterday.  She was a work and I had to run downtown, so I dropped it off quickly.  Later I got this text message from her: I don’t think I sufficiently thanked you for the delivery today.  You are an extremely thoughtful and wonderful woman, not to mention if not the best mother imaginable.  I don’t think you hear that enough, and when you do I know you don’t believe it.   

    Yes, it nearly brought me to tears.  So please, from me and my witchlings and my Beloved, have a safe, fun, and extremely loving holiday.  Mine has already been wonderful so far.

    We are going to use our Special Occasion cards today, because this is, after all, a very special occasion.   From the Animal Dreaming Oracle Cards we have a bird I had to look up.  (Found in the crane family, not the egret family.)

Brolga  ~  Dance

“Spontaneous movement, inspired by a steady rhythmic sound and a receptive atmosphere, is an ancient yet simple way of opening oneself up to the productive cycles of Mother Earth and the nurturing energies of the Universe.

The Brolga, as a solar influenced creature, was traditionally viewed as a symbol of power and righteousness, and the bringer of sacred dance.  It could be assumed that Brolgas incorporate movement and dance into their mating rituals in the belief that if they dedicate themselves to Spirit and express who they are through dance, their mate will not only see their physical form, but also their heart of hearts, and their worthiness as a mate and life partner.

You are being shown now that dance can be your bridge into other worlds.  You are being reminded that sacred dance holds the potential to reconnect you to the Source and the sacredness being nurtured within your conscious.  Through dance, and movement, you can experience the very unity of the Universe.

Allow Brolga to show you how to tap into the loving power of All and let it shift you from the mundane to the extraordinary within your own life now.”

Farrago Gathering.

         Once more we have a round-up of random crap (which is loosely what “farrago” means), tossed out for our entertainment and education. 

        Today we mark the birth of my Hurricane‘s significant other: J. Adam Brinson.  Happy Happy Special Day to you Adam!

        As I told you before, Daniel has set us up a little work station, his to the left of mine.  He has different stuff over there, and one stack of things on his desk has been distracting me for days now.      See how that would cause me to lose my concentration?  A lot?!

           I worked on the new bag cover today, but didn’t finish it.          I had to repair one of my ancient pairs of Levi’s instead.  Not the patched ones, the overly zig-zagged ones this time.          There is NOTHING wrong with these pants.  They are fine, I tell you, just fine!

        I would like to take a moment and address that Autism testing link, and a wee bit of controversy it stirred up.  Delia was right, these types of on-line quizzes are mostly bullshit.  However, they are also fun.   We both have children in our lives who truly fall into this category, on some level, and I didn’t want to make light of that.  Since I really do have special issues, and since I am frighteningly irreverent, it seemed like a harmless item to include here.   She made a good point, so I wanted to acknowledge it.

        I am still working on things here in the New Improved version of JulieLand, but I am doing it on my own.  The font and typeface continue to annoy me, I don’t like the look of them.  If there is anything you don’t like, or anything that is not working for you (like is the blog eating your comments?) please don’t hesitate to let me know, via e-mail, or tweet, or psychic messaging. 

    Our card du jour is from the Animal Medicine Deck.       Squirrel  ~  Gathering

“Squirrel teaches you to plan ahead for the winter when the trees are bare and the nuts have long since disappeared.  Squirrel medicine can come in many forms, as this furry creature is very diverse in nature.  The erratic behaviour of Squirrel has bested many a forlorn hunter, and it thus stands to reason that there are benefits to being able to circle a branch at lightening speed.  This seeming frenzy can also get nerve-wracking if you are dealing with persons who have Squirrel traits.  Trying to calm them down enough to accomplish something may feel overwhelming.

The gathering power of Squirrel medicine is a great gift though.  It teaches you how to collect and store your energy for times of need.  It teaches you to reserve something for further use, whether it be a judgement, an opinion, a savings account, candles, or extra food.

In today’s world of changing times and fortunes, it is the wise person who prepares for the future.  The message is to be aware and be prepared; love yourself enough to gather the goods that will meet your needs in times of scarcity, even if that time never comes.

Honor your future by readying yourself and those around you.  Understand the balance involved in gathering, look at the idea of circulating the stock of what you have before you.  And see to preparations also of having a safe place in which to store your gatherings.  This place is an untroubled heart and mind, and that which is gathered will set your mind and heart free, so that you will know that all will be well taken care of in its own time.  Apply this to any fears of the future you might have and they will vanish.”

   (When I first read that part about gathering supplies, and it said “candles” I saw it as candy, and was momentarily thrilled that the spirits were telling me to keep delicious snacks on hand.   See    I was already doin’ the work!)

I’ve Been Putting This Off, also some Celtic Spirit.

   There is a topic that I have been avoiding (no, not that topic, the other one).  Something I didn’t want to discuss because that makes it real.  Don’t panic, it’s not fatal (it will only feel that way in about a week); just so damn all-encompassing for me once November gets here.  I have been ignoring it because I wanted to get past all the festivities before I got all OCD on the next StressFest.

   I have a job.  That’s right, the world’s most happily non-employed person actually works.  For two months every year.  But it starts way before that.  See, I paper this town with resumes, I fill out on-line applications, I scour the local daily rag’s Help Wanted ads, I cruise the depths of Craig’s List.  It never helps.  No one will hire me.  I am of a certain age, I am cranky, I am nocturnal, I am tattooed, also I smell like patchouli and incense.  Every year I hope something will change and I don’t have to go spend the holidays in a mall.  But it never does.  I’m going there again in a week.

   It all started about five or six years ago (more or less, I have blocked it out of my mind as best I could), with the creepy neighbor telling me about a seasonal job that he knew of.  I called the number (we always need money, I cost a lot to keep up), and I got an interview.  The guy was nearly as creepy as my neighbor, but hey it was a job and it sounded simple.  I was to stand next to a cooler and hand out cheese samples.  Easy Peasy.  But then, just as the training was getting going, the kiosk manager at the Other Mall in our area, quit.  Creepy Guy and Lady Supervisor make a bee-line in my direction.  Would I be willing to manage the other booth?  For more money?  Like, right away? 

   How could I say no?  So I did it.  It was stressful, but it was also kind of empowering.  (Bonus: hardly ever had to see Creepy Guy, mostly dealt with Lady Supervisor.)  Season came and went, I got paid.  End of story.  Or so I thought.  Spring arrives, summer follows, (I go back to resumes, Want Ads, interweb searches etc) and before I know it I am getting another phone call.  But this time it’s not from the Cheese Folks.  It’s from an Old Liberal Supervisor, who represents an entirely Different Company (I have yet to get a real answer as to how he found me).  Would I like to run a holiday kiosk that sells glass doo-dads?  And NOT hand out cheese?  Love to.  Kind of.  Well, okay.  More money, more responsiblity.  I hire my daughters.  I re-arrange schedules to serve my own nocturnal needs.  End of story.  Right?  Wrong.

  New season, new location (within the same mall, the original one, not the Other One), same job.  Sigh.  I do it again.  Then I do it again.  And again.  Now it’s time to do it yet another time.  Old Liberal Supervisor calls a few weeks ago.  Have you found a permanent job or are you available to run the booth this year? 

    I have a stack of applications on the kitchen table.  I have wrangled a few pool friends, I am hiring my daughter (again, thanks Empress), and we have a meeting next week.  The fun is just beginning.  I may have to learn how to auto post these things, I might be a little BUSY!

    Let’s just focus on more pleasant stuff for now, shall we?  This is my view at night, now that the girls decorated our back yard deck.      I should have moved that cooler, but hey, it was raining!

  Today while I was out getting a wee bit of fabric for another project, I saw a boy in a hot dog costume waiting to cross the intersection in front of me.  His friend was dressed as perhaps a safety cone.  I couldn’t tell, she was wearing an orangey red dress with black and yellow reflective tape at the hem, around her waist like a belt, and some on her head.  They were both cute though.

    We got a new phonebook this summer (we seem to get them about every three months these days).  This one came in a very useful bag.  Ugly, but useful.    I’ve been dragging it around with me for weeks because I had the brilliant idea that I would cover it, quilt-ally, and make it more attractive.  Today I finally found something that will work.     I’ll be in my sewing room tomorrow, and will get back to you.

  One bit of fabulous news, then on to our card.  On the front page of today’s paper, there was a great story about Dan Savage’s It Gets Better Project.  Local university students have made a video.

    We are back to our Celtic Shaman’s Pack, and as I have said before, I really like the way this deck is structured.      The Firmament  ~  Spirit

This card is one of three in a category called The Worlds, it is the First Circle within that group.

“A black sky studded with stars.  Subtle  patterns may be observed within them, but these are not the shapes of any known constellations.  Beneath is a horizon below which the sun has recently set and on which we can discern the stones of the Sacred Circle.

The First Circle or the Upper World, also called the Firmament, or sometimes Mag Mell, is primarily the dwelling place of the spirits and totems.  It is visited in search of a primary teacher, an inner being who draws upon the wisdom of the Shaper and transmits it directly to the seeker.  The branches of the Tree of Vision and Tradition grow upward into this realm, which is generally reached by ascending the Tree like a ladder.”

Late Breaking News:

Delia just informed me that she is having problems commenting, the past two days her replies have been eaten by the upgrade.  She is insightful as always, here’s what she was saying.   (We played Direct Tweet Tag.)

…I said something about the pillow being cozy and just the right size for couch napping…mentioned that the autism test is complete bullshit because it tells EVERYONE they are autistic, which diagnosis is only made after weeks of tests, and I sent you a link to www.thesauras.com.  …I should clarify, REAL autism diagnosis is only done after weeks of testing (I have an autistic nephew).  You are far too verbal for autism.  :)

   Hope we don’t have anyone else who can’t get through.

 

 

A Well Rounded Selection, plus Ursine Power.

  I have got to go find my thesaurus, I need more words that mean “potpourri” or “random” to choose from.  Tossed Salad maybe?  Tossed Brains?

   I am doing shout-outs today, NOT because I don’t have any better ideas!  (Shut up.  I said NOT because…)  What with all the new crap I’ve got cluttering up the place (personally speaking, I really like the blog all busy with fun bits) you may not have had a chance to click around and see all the links I re-arranged.  (Daniel did tell me that he liked how I had them organized though, so that was way cool.  Although… I wonder now if he just meant it was easier for him to ignore some of the places I keep telling him he must go.  Hmm, now I’m rethinking his remark.)

    Many folks are gearing up for the NaNo writing deal that’s just around the corner, in fact Han will be creating a new blog so we can watch her tell a story.  And Delia needs some help getting her play list fluffed up a bit.  Kris has a fun new post up today, and she’s invited us to play along as well.  Kelly always has entertaining writing challenges over at her place too.

   I was poking around on Daniel’s FaceBook page last night (hey, he gave me permission, fine it was months ago, but whatever, it’s not like he’s going to arrest me for it) and I saw that Ally had mentioned something called an Autism Spectrum Quotient test.  Well hey, I’m right there on the brink of that, so I went to check it out.  Wow, I am REALLY on the brink, as in, I sort of fell over into the middle ground on a couple of those categories.  I have no clue how scientific it is, and I truly don’t care, but it’s interesting, and potentially educational, so I’m sharing.

     As you saw from my “view” photo recently, the very typical weather for this time of year is here now.  Which means I have to put on shoes.  And socks.      Dan made me these a year or two ago.  The toes and heels are the same blue as the solid stripes.  I realized when I was taking this picture that I don’t really have many “shoes” in my closet (or in the hall, since that’s where I kick them off the second I hit the door).  I have Birkenstocks, I have clogs, and I have boots.  But not really regular shoes.  I figure it’s because I don’t like to wear them, so I tend to not buy them.

    I had a few places to go today, and I was planning* to tell you that all I saw were non-exotic, and mostly neighboring foreign plates (Colorado, Utah, Idaho), but then I saw one from Illinois.   When I got home I made a little something out of flannel scraps.     I found this funny wee pillow on one of the couches when we were doing the tidy chores before the party, and have no idea where it came from.  But it needed its own cover, so I constructed one.  Here’s the back.      I photographed it in my lap so you could see that it is not a bed-sized pillow.  Not really sure that worked though.

*Why yes, I DO plan my blog posts in my head as I travel through out the day.

     In our tour around the card altar, and returning to regularly scheduled activities, we have again arrived at The Druid Animal Oracle.   I was pleased to see that this draw continues yesterday’s theme.        Bear  ~  Art  (pronounced: Arsht)  ~  Primal Power, Sovereignty, Intuition married with Instinct

   “The card shows a bear standing by a cave entrance with a mace at its feet.  Such a mace was found by archeologists near Stonehenge.  It is mid-winter, the time of Alban Arthuan, the ‘Light of Arthur,’ at the Winter Solstice.  A crown lies in the foreground, and we see the Pole Star shining brightly amongst the constellation of the Plow, also known as the Great Bear of Arthur’s Plow.

  Art connects you with the very deepest of your ancestral roots.  Here, at this level, you are in touch with the Primal Mother, the Bear goddess Artio who will defend you fiercely from all danger.  You are connected also with the Bear god Artaois, the mighty warrior Arthur, the guiding Pole Star of the Great Bear.  Your intuition will never fail you, if you will listen to it in the still darkness of the night.  Working with the Bear gives you the opportunity to become a Spiritual Warrior, like Arthur.  You can find the way to come into your power by marrying your strength with your intuition.  Integrating your primal power with your intuition means uniting your star-power with your animal-power, and both are symbolized by Art, the Bear.

 

Dan the (Gawdamn) Man.

   This title today is sort of how Daniel’s older sister addressed his birthday card.  

     We have refered to him as “Dan the Baby Man” at times too, because he is phenomenally good with babies.  Well, children and people in general, but really he’s so great with babies.  When we had ours my job was to nurse them until they nearly exploded, then he’d take over for just about everything else.

    Today he turned 50, and as I was thinking about this blog post I kept asking myself what else I could tell you about him, that I hadn’t already mentioned.  I’ve told you about how he rescued me from a drunken bed of vomit; how he didn’t call the men in the white coats when I thought I was truly losing my mind; how he was on hand the day I almost died from snacking; how his quick response and clear thinking saved my car from being burnt to a crisp; and even how I got him at a gas station. 

   What more can I say?  He’s the world’s best dad, he’s beyond great when it comes to husband-y needs, he’s a really good son and brother, not to mention the fact that he’s way above the curve as far as cops go.  (Since we are celebrating his awesome-osity I won’t mention that he might have a few small flaws, we’ll save those for another day.  Ssshhh, don’t let him hear that part.)

   Happy Happy Babe.  Thanks for not tossing me out, ever.

    As we now have a Special Occasion deck to use, I made the card draw from that today.   (And wait until you see what its definition is.  Also, as has been the pattern, this one has one more layer of connection, the file number of this photo is 1979.  That was the year Daniel and I graduated from high school.) 

  Crow  ~  Law

“As a creature of the Void, Crow is believed to exist in the past, present, and future simultaneously, to embody darkness within light and light within darkness, and to watch over all the worlds and dimensions from all viewpoints in chorus.  She makes little distinction between right and wrong, but acknowledges the necessity for the existence of both.  Without them, we wouldn’t learn the lessons afforded by choice.

According to legend, when Crow appears, she is challenging our perceptions while daring us to follow her deep into the Void, into our consciousness, to strengthen our principles, and our relationship with Spirit.

Crow encourages us to seek the wisdom found in the inner silence and to ponder our actions and reactions to life.  We inherently know the difference between right and wrong.  Crow asks us, therefore, to trust our judgement and make the most sensible decision when one is required.

Her appearance generally heralds a sudden but necessary change, a wake-up call, or lesson in self-discovery.

Crow is one of the sacred keepers of the Universal Law and the custodian of ancient records.  She espouses the Law of Three: the understanding that whatever we do will be returned to us threefold, that it matters not what we do in this life so long as our actions bring harm to none.  She reminds us that all our actions are recorded and, although karma appears patient, it is often ruthless in its delivery.  To understand these Laws and to live by them with the purest intent, will see us exit this life and journey to the next with a clear memory of our previous life and the lessons learned during that time.

Listen to your instincts right now and act upon them in a way that honourably serves your highest purpose.  Treat others as you would like to be treated, never expect others to do what you should do yourself, and never act in a way that may cause harm to another.  Breaking these simple rules will see the strong arm of Spiritual Law slam down the karmic hammer.

You have all the wisdom and knowledge you need within you to make the right decision.  Call upon it now, use your Crow intuition, and you cannot make a mistake.”