Monthly Archives: August 2010

More Sharing, and Happiness Here.

  I have to show you all something.

   This is one of the very first things I see when I get up.  I leave the bed, stumble to take care of the necessaries, then head up stairs.  And out the hall window I am treated to this view.

  It is the deck Daniel and my dad built (re-built because the old one was, literally, falling off the house) last summer.  We live on a hill so the front yard is one story, but the back is two.  Sometimes I see this, especially in the summer, and it just stops me.

    On our 4th trip around the wee table we are, once more, in front of Sylvia Browne’s cards.

  “Bliss ~  We cannot find total bliss in this world, but we can preview it, and even, at times, feel overwhelmed with joy.  This can be accomplished by accepting the Universal Truth that God/Goddess is all Love.”

4th Fairy, Some Plates, and Fat is Good.

   In this morning’s local paper there was an article worth taking a look at.  It was written by a local nutritionist or dietician or something, and she is encouraging bacon!  (Also let me know if the link works for you, I think Hurricane’s last tip helped me figure out what I was doing wrong before.)

    These are the foreign license plates I saw today:  Nevada, Utah, Colorado, Pennsylvania (hi Tracy), Idaho, and one of the Dakotas (ya know, North, or South, or Fanning).  I really didn’t go very many places, so this will throw our numbers way off.

  I went to visit friends in the quilt shop (hi Cherie and Kelly).  Since you’ve already seen pictures of the library I thought you might like to look at another one of my errands.

   We have started our fourth tour around the card altar, back to Healing with the Fairies.  And yeah, we have absolutely got a major theme goin’ on here.

   Positive Expectations ~ “Keep up your hopes, dreams, affirmations, visualizations, and prayers, as they will be wonderfully manifested right now.  Don’t quit five minutes before the miracle happens!”

    This card is all about how we have laid the groundwork, planted our seeds of manifestation, and how we now just need to hold on to our faith.  We are reminded to hold fast to what we believe and to what we maybe can’t see yet but know is just around the corner.  If we are starting to feel discouraged, look around, see the beauty in our world.  And in what we have already accomplished.

   Affirmation: I am safe, confident, and secure.  I feel joyful about my future.

Special Days, Rebirth, and Now I Am a Location (Destination?)

Alright, to continue from yesterday, here’s the card

  

Have you ever gone to a wedding on your own anniversary?  I hadn’t, until yesterday.  Slightly surreal.  But festive.

Sarah and Tyler

 (Or, Tyler and Sarah.  Oops.)

     I’ve known this beautiful young woman her entire life.  Her mom and I have known each other since we were in the 7th grade.  I met her dad when we were in kindergarten.  My parents have known her grandparents for 45 years.

   Isn’t the cake pretty?  Those little boxes were the “treats” -you filled them from this fabulous selection.

  Cute idea huh?

My father, at the gift cart.

    We didn’t take any pictures of us, because… well it wasn’t about us.

   But we were all dressed up, so I had Daniel capture the moment when we got home.  (With help from the dogs, of course.)

   (That awesome pentacle hanging on the wall behind us is what I have “decorated” my new front porch deck with.  So far.  Yeah, I know.  But I’m workin’ on it!)

   Earlier in the week I spotted several foreign license plates: Arizona, possibly Montana (I might need to get my eyes checked), either Iowa or Ohio (a four letter state anyway, see above remark about my eyes).  And then on the freeway yesterday I saw one plate I had no idea where it was from, and two from Canada (hi Lynne): Alberta and British Columbia.  I really thought we’d see so many more, it being all weekend-y and all.

    We have an addition to the Important Things blog listing.  Kristel is all the way on the other side of the world from here (and she has a special cake day, with recipes).  Thank you Betties for joining me, and contributing so much already.  And thanks so much faithful JulieLanders for sticking with me.  Even though I wonder sometimes if what I write 1. ever makes any sense at all, or B. is funny only to me.

   And the BIG news is…… I AM A WEBSITE NOW!  Yes, my Hurricane bought me a domain.  Just like she is now HannaBrooksOlsen.com I am now UrthaLun.com.  Not sure how that will effect things.  (Affect things?)  But it’s way exciting.  (If you already clicked on the subscribe option, and continue to get updates, then you are probably perfectly fine.)

Our card for today is from the Animal Medicine deck.  There really isn’t a “description” so I am going to just give you exactly what the book says.  As always, take from it what applies to you.  (I am noticing quite a theme lately though.)

Bat  ~  Rebirth

“Steeped in the mystery of the Meso-american tribal ritual is the legend of Bat.  Akin to the ancient Buddhist belief in reincarnation, in Central America, Bat is the symbol of rebirth.  The Bat has for centuries been a treasured medicine of the Aztec, Toltec, Tolucan, and Mayan peoples.

  Bat embraces the idea of shamanistic death.  The ritual death of the healer is steeped in secrets and highly involved initiation rites.  Shaman death is the symbolic death of the initiate to the old ways of life and personal identity.  The initiation that brings the right to heal and to be called shaman is necessarily preceeded by ritual death.  Most of the these rituals are brutally hard on the body, mind, and spirit.  In light of today’s standards, it can be very difficult to find a person who can take the abuse and come through it with their balance intact.

  The basic idea of ancient initiations was to break down all the former notions of “self” that were held by the shaman-to-be.  This could entail brutal tests of physical strength and psychic ability, and having every emotional “button” pushed hard.  Taunting the initiate was common, and taught him or her to endure the duress with humility and fortitude.  The final initiation step was to be buried in the earth for one day and to be reborn without former ego in the morning.

  This ritual is very similar to the night of fear practices by natives of Turtle Island.  In this ritual, the shaman-to-be is sent to a certain location to dig his or her own grave and spend the night in the womb of Mother Earth totally alone, with the mouth of the grave covered by a blanket.  Darkness, and the sounds of the animals prowling, quickly confront the initiate with his or her personal fears.

   As the darkness of the grave has its place in this ritual, so does the cave of Bat.   Hanging upside down is a symbol for learning to transpose your former self into a newborn being.  This is also the position that babies assume when they enter the world through the womb of woman.

  As Bat has appeared in your cards today, it symbolizes the need for a ritualistic death of some way of life that no longer suits your new growth pattern.  This can mean a time of letting go of old habits, and of assuming the position in life that prepares the signals of rebirth, or in some cases initiation.  In every case, Bat exemplifies rebirth of some part of yourself or the death of old patterns.  When we resist our destiny it becomes a long, drawn out, or painful death/rebirth.  The Universe is always asking you to grow and become your future.  To do so you must die the shaman’s death.”

28 on the 28th.

   Today is our 28th wedding anniversary.  I invite you to read what I wrote last year (you can also see it by going to the archives/History Quilt and punching up August 2009, it’s called 8-28-82).  We met on some day in September (the 23rd?) a few years earlier, and for a while we kept that as “our” day.  It really does not feel like almost 30 years.  It feels like last week.  But it’s not.  The grown children, the mountain of debt, the gray hairs, and the wrinkles, show how much time has really gone by.  Still, we are the same silly pair. 

   This year we won’t be marking the day together, but we will know.  Thank you Babe.  It sure has been something else!

   Now, shall we leave the mushy stuff behind, and move along with our daily draw?  Since my father and I had to drive up the freeway to attend a wedding of some friends, the camera is full of festive photos, and I can’t get the card picture out until tomorrow.  Not a huge deal, we are back to The Celtic Shaman’s Pack and we have drawn

     The Crow  ~  Change

This is how the book describes it, tomorrow, I promise, I’ll have a photo up.   “A sleek shiny black carrion crow sits on an egg which has a swirling and intricate pattern, painted in the red, black, and white colours of polarity and the Goddess.”

    The chief associations of the crow are with death, chance, and prediction.  Death in this instance does not mean a physical death but, as with the Tarot card of Death, it refers to change and the death of old ideas, to be replaced with new ones.  The Crow is thus a companion to choose when seeking a new direction or when requiring a fresh view of old problems.  If comes to us today so that we may look forward to transitions, changes of a powerful and lasting kind.

Adorable Boy Day, plus Loyalty.

   I am going to take you through my day, one adorable boy after another.

   Yes, I found the new Devour van.  They call her Ruby.

    And she really is that good-looking in person.  Speaking of a person, Juice was the guy in charge of making my sammiches today.  First Adorable Boy of the day (okay fine, they were really all young men, not boys at all, but I am hopelessly a mother, so all of them are boys to me.)

   Next I stopped for gas.  For those of you who don’t live in Oregon, I’ll just inform you now, that it is illegal for us to pump our own fuel.  So, I pulled up to the thingie and Adorable Boy number two approaches, then he leans over, quickly covers his face with his arm and …. ACHOO!  We both laughed and I gave him my card.  He runs it through the machine, and as he is handing it back, he says, “you might want to disinfect that.”  Truly adorable.

    As I was leaving the station I spot this:

   Technically not “boys” in my book.  But I am a SUCKER for roofers!  Seriously, some of the most wonderfully sweaty and sexy guys on the planet are on the roof.  (They are also usually heavily tattooed and yeah sure, sometimes they have criminal records, but not always!)

   As I get back into traffic, a guy in some type of small car parallels me down the road, gives me thumbs up, and shouts, “nice bug!”  Then he winks and drives off.  Well, thank you for the compliment on my car, but wow, Adorable Boy number three.

   Not two blocks further along, there is a young man I have seen around the neighborhood before, but today he is wearing a knitted cap, with Viking horns sticking out the sides and long yellow braids on either side of his face.  Adorable Boy number four.

   On my way home I see a Kevin Bacon look-alike jogging on the running path, he reaches the intersection the same time I do, ducks his head so he can see me better, and then waves!  See!  Adorable Boy Day!

     Back to business.  Our card today is from the Druid Animal Oracle.

     Dog  ~  Cu  ~Guidance, Protection, Loyalty    

(there is a little curvy thing over that u, but I couldn’t find any place that tells us how to pronounce the word)

  We are given guidance and protection when Cu enters our lives, acting as a loyal companion and friend on our journey in both this life and the next.  In the Druid tradition the Dog is seen as the Guardian of the Mysteries.  As such s/he can be fierce, but if our intentions are good, then s/he will lead us over the threshold through the darkness and the waters of the Unconscious toward the shimmering realm of the Goddess.

   The time may come when we need to act with the spirit of Cu, to defend our values or protect that which we hold sacred.  Faithfulness, trust, and loyalty are vital ingredients of close relationships.  We need to be aware and focus on these qualities, to develop them gradually in ourselves and to appreciate them in others.