Maintaining Momentum.

             As we journey along in this life, we are handed challenges.   At that point, we have a choice.  And you all know how I feel about CHOICE.  Big huge damn proponent, that’s how.

             Even when, especially when, it doesn’t FEEL like we have options, we truly do.  One way to go is to NOT go at all.  There, see?  A choice to be made.

             In these Change My Brain projects, ones I’ve shared here over the years as well as lots that I haven’t, I’ve been searching for the right direction.  Not spiritually, THAT is unquestioningly set.  No, my challenges are more about the physical and the mental.

             Some days there seems to be NO way to go, and no choices (however I intellectually know differently).  But other days, now that I’ve discovered all of these tools and methods, I’m more equipped to move along, and even, every once in a while, to offer help to those who need a hand.

             I’ve learned that we must appreciate what we’ve learned in our lessons, gathered from our challenges.  Today I struggled, and then I applied a bit of that which I had gleaned.  We all stumble, no doubt of that.  It’s not about IF we’re gonna drop, it’s about how we get ourselves back up.

             I awoke with the channeled message loud in my head, and more fascinating dreams, one of them definitely about moderation, and

balance.

             Then when I went into the card altar room later, I was so pleased to see our daily draw was, once again, a card of validation.

oracle cards

“Sacred Union  ~  27  ~

partnership, romance

The Sacred Union is all about beautiful true partnership.  It shows you that Spirit is listening and is always by your side, helping you co-create your greatest desires and manifest your destiny.  

When you receive this Ally, know that you are never alone on your path.  Partnership with the Divine is yours whenever you need help.

The Sacred Union also represents the coming together of all kinds of harmonious alliances: friendship, family, business, and of course, romance.

No matter what the form, this message pertains to the value of partnership and reminds you to observe the gifts bestowed upon you by this Sacred Union.  This is a very positive omen.”

             Very positive, indeed.  And from HERE, symbolically speaking, it just gets better:

“Nine represents attainment, satisfaction, accomplishment, and our success ……”

             We can all use a bit of co-operation and good news, so yay us!

Today’s Deck:

Wisdom Of The Hidden Realm Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid

Today’s Mileage:

was just to the pool and back.   In the rain.  And big winds.  3.889 in 24 minutes 54 seconds with an average speed (the same as yesterday) of 9.3 MPH.

FLP Report:

includes nothin’ but plates that start with the letter M.  Beginning with Montana (but NOT being someone we know), then a Michigan, and lastly, one Minnesota.

Keep Walking This Path,even when the wind is in your face and you feel so damn done.

             Hoooo baby, today was a challenging one.  On the mental health front, as well as the physical.  I pushed through it.  Still am, as I sit down to write this.  Some sections of time are simply more work than others.

             In spiritual news, these messages just keep on comin’ in.  Sadly, other aspects of my life do not.  Shit will have to get FAR more creative around here.  (And not in that fun way.)

             I woke up today with many inspiring and insightful images though, so….. that’s cool.  I also woke up hearing this:

movement; activities

             As usual, apply that where it feels the most comfortable.  Since I parked my Wee Walnut last year, this topic has taken on an entirely different meaning in MY life.

             On our card altar, we’ve returned to the regular rotation.  However, this messenger is not really saying what many of us are wanting to hear.

animal oracle cards

“Humming Bird  ~

Turn away from infidelity so that love may blossom.

Delicate beauty of balmy, sun-kissed climes, Humming Bird is faithful to the blossoms that nourish her and knows that there is little more injurious to love than infidelity.   

If a partner is unfaithful it is time to soar away and taste the affection of another.  If you no longer love exclusively, fly away before you bruise their being and take away something essential from your own soul that will leave you less open to love the next time it is offered.”

             This one calls out to me about another meaning, more connected to most of us and definitely along the same lines as our channeled message.  The significance of movement.

             It seems as though Humming Birds never stop.  And yet, they must.  They have to sleep, we all do.  So their constant flitting around is not really constant.  More like, regular.  If we incorporate some sort of regular activity into OUR lives, the better we’re treating ourselves.

             Flower-hopping would be a fun way to go, but we aren’t built that way.  So I’d have to say that a nice neighborhood wander might be something we’re better suited for.  It could make us happy, which is another definition for Humming Bird.

Today’s Deck:

Animal Messages – Seek Inspiration From Your Animal Guides by Susie Green

Today’s Mileage:

looked like this,

downtown Eugene

and then, literally less than eight minutes later, it looked like this.

downtown eugene

             We went to the gym and the library, then had a small treat.  Dan’s program shows our mapped route HERE with details, while my device says we went 11.284 miles, in 72 minutes 38 seconds, with an average speed of 9.3 MPH.  There was wind, too.

FLP Report:

was difficult to keep track of, there were SO many!  It began with a New Jersey plate (that simply made me sad), then we had New Mexico, Wyoming, West Virginia, a blue one we couldn’t identify from our bikes, Iowa, Michigan, one that MIGHT have been Colorado (the deputy said), and then, another New Jersey (even MORE sad).  Plus, we spotted this guy.

foreign license plates

South Dakota

Tonight’s Kitchen Adventure:

is another combined effort.  Dinner from the cupboard and the freezer.

Getting By, while still caring.

             We just got home from the pool.   It was strange.   Chaotic.  Unfortunate.  We had technical difficulties.  And emotional reactions.  Nothing disastrous, just an unsettled feeling.  And loads of folks in the water, not all there for my class.

             End result?  It all turned out fine in the end.  But, there was a feeling in the air.  Our messages today couldn’t BE more helpful.  Fortunately.  Also, read THIS post of Sarah’s to get further insight about what’s causing our current shitstorm.  Yikes, what a wild and crazy time it is, for everyone, everywhere.

             What I woke up with this afternoon was the memory of a very detailed dream about a house, and going back in time, in the house.  And this message:

mysteries of the world . . . . .

mysteries of the universe . . . . .

mysteries of the cosmos . . . . .

             In our card altar room I was directed to leave the rotation again.  And at the risk of overdosing on angelic counseling, we were sent in that exact direction.

angelic counseling

“Nurture  ~

Archangel Gabriel:

‘As you nurture a child, you nurture your own inner child.  Both activities are important for you right now.’

Additional Message:

One reason why it’s important for you to help children is because you are also helping your own inner child in this process.  You’re teaching what you need to learn, so pay particular attention to the messages you deliver to children and their parents.  Know that those messages are for you as well.  

Take time to play, laugh, and to be silly and carefree.  Nurture your inner child with as much love and attention as possible.”

             When we are handed signs, we know all too well that it’s best NOT to ignore them.  Play and Nurture?  I can totally do that.

Today’s Deck:

Archangel Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue

Heart Warming Park Observations From Last Week:

so many great people, all in one place under intermittently showery spring skies, like the Mr and Mrs Old Couple holding hands, the guy with his dog on a skateboard, the dad singing to both his baby and the baby’s mama, the young woman with her dog in her arms while she held a flowery umbrella over them both, the teenagers sharing a coat while sitting on a bench practicing their Spanish homework.

LateNight Last Item:

today is Cher’s birthday.  That is all.

Believing It.

             We had our small Mother’s Day-ish dinner tonight for my mom.  She was in kind of a grumpy mood because she had woken up with a killer sinus headache.  We made it work though.

             Sadly, I was so very busy with the creating of ridiculous foods that I completely forgot to take pictures.  You get to see the recipe which inspired it all instead.

salami recipes

Yeah, those are grease stains.

             My father found this (above) and asked Mom to make it.  She handed him back the magazine saying, “take it to your daughter’s house.”  He did.  Like more than three months ago.  We JUST got around to it.  Also?  We won’t be doing it ever again.  Not great.  But fun to find that out.  Also (some more)?  It helps if I read ALL of the instructions.

             For some reason I thought this involved frying, which means Dan has to do the actual cooking part.  Wrong.  But again, we made it work.   (Both frying and baking were involved.)  And then it was funny.  It HAD to be at that point.

             When I got up today I distinctly heard that our channeled message was one word.  Then, when I looked at what our card said, it was also one word.  Nice pairing, too.

             Since you have all been so generous and insightful with your comments about these lately, I’m not even going to say any more on this one.  We’ll just let it stand, as is:

Trust

             (My dreams have been über clear and inspirational as well.  What a fascinating phase this is!)

              If the daily draw message, or its definition, does not feel comfortable, remember that you can easily replace parts and use substitutions as you see fit.

angel messages

“Pray  ~

Guardian Angel

The answer to your question involves prayer.  You are being guided to pray about the situation in order to elicit answers and assistance.  Your guardian angels pray with you, asking for Divine intervention to help you and your loved ones.

Your life purpose involves prayer as well.  Your entreaties are strong and powerful, and the world needs them.  Your guardian angels ask you to amplify the volume and rate of your supplications for this situation.  Prayer is extremely effective, so by engaging in this practice, you are making a tremendous contribution.

Take the time right now to stop and pray from your heart.  The words that you use aren’t important compared to your sincere desire to connect with the Divine.

Be open to a response appearing different from your expectations – and know that your prayers are heard and answered.”

             Even if we don’t describe our action in this exact way, when we make that energy exchange, when we focus that intent, when we commune with Nature in a sacred and loving way, we are doing exactly what this card suggests.  And we are all better for it.

Today’s Deck:

Saints & Angels Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue

Last Night’s Baking:

was my first attempt at anything from Saved By Cake.

saved by cake marian keyes

Not terrible,
and not the book’s fault.

             I was not UNhappy with this batch, but I wasn’t thrilled either.  We had them after our dinner tonight, with three frosting choices: caramel molasses, chocolate almond, and pink raspberry.

home-made cupcakes and frosting and biscuits

(Yes, I made cheese-y biscuits, too.)

             All created by me, except that purple one.  I used a “natural” flavoring packet.  I won’t be doing that a second time.  Nothing WRONG with it, just not something I’ll repeat.

LateNight Marketing Update:

is just to say thanks.  You guys who clicked the LIKE button on my new business Facebook page are the best!  Only 7 more.  (And then I get to do other shit, I guess.  No one really explains what that means.)  And much gratitude for the Shares!

Internal, mostly.

             It was a jammy day!  Oh how lovely, I haven’t had one in ages.  I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it.  Also, I sort of over-slept, so this worked out well.

             Not that nothing was accomplished.  Or WILL be.  I was actually quite productive (and have plans for more later on).  I just didn’t need to get dressed to do any of it.  A circumstance that I am extremely fond of.

             I did some mending, and a bit of ironing, in the sewing room.  I also created a new leash for Maxx, using an old fastener Dan had, with some hefty (and masculine-ish) fabric that I discovered in a box.

home-made dog leads

Grand Dog, sort of  modeling for you here.
(Or maybe he’s just being tolerant and awaiting some small treat.)

             Several (ten?) years ago we found a local woman* who made special, custom crafted leads, in a variety of lengths and styles, at amazingly reasonable prices.  We ordered one.  Well, it quickly became a favorite, for several reasons, and for several pets.  It’s begun to show a bit of age these days (I’ve repaired it LOTS).  Plus, before the series-of-unfortunate-events involving our shitty cars, it went missing.

*Buy local, vote with your dollar!

             So when the deputy brought a clasp in from the garage recently, I said, “hey!”  Knowing that I most definitely had the skills to fold material and sew (relatively) straight lines.  The end result was pretty much exactly what I wanted it to be.  (As you can barely see in the above photo.)

             The message in my head this afternoon when I woke up has to be blamed on credited to Ally (our very own xenatuba) and her mantra of Walk In Beauty (which I have as a reminder right here on my desk). It was whispered to me so distinctly, not QUITE  in her voice, but I was certainly thinking of her as I jotted it down later:

Be Beauty; walk it, talk it, live it, BE it.

             What I love about this one is that it harkens back to that suggestion of Emerging into Grace, and how when we become conscious of our path, our demeanor, our very BE-ing, it is so much easier to do it in a state of Beauty.   Which then, so effortlessly, aids us in living with Grace.

             On our card altar tonight we have that messenger who we decided last time should have their key word upgraded to something much more positive-sounding.

animal cards and messages, lynx medicine

“Lynx  ~  18  ~  Secrets

It is said that if you want to find out a secret, ask Lynx medicine.  Unfortunately, it is difficult to get the silent Lynx to speak.  To be confronted by the powerful medicine of Lynx signifies that you do not know something about yourself or others.

Lynx is the keeper of the secrets of lost magical systems and occult knowledge.  Lynx has the ability to move through time and space, and to go into the Great Silence for unraveling any mystery.  Lynx is not the guardian of secrets, but the knower of secrets.  The problem lies in getting Lynx to instruct you.  He or she would rather be off chasing a bird or kicking sand in your face than running circle around  you.

Lynx medicine is a very specific type of clairvoyance.  If this medicine is strong in you, you will get mental pictures concerning other people and the exact things they have hidden, either from themselves or from others.  You will also know where they have hidden the treasure, if there is any.  You never speak of these revelations – you simply know.

The only way you can coax information about yourself out of a Lynx medicine person (in case you have forgotten where you hid the treasure) is to respect the practices of his or her tradition…..  This operative is known as the law of Lynx people…..

If you have pulled the Lynx card, you can be sure that ‘secrets’ are afloat.  If this is your personal medicine, you should listen to your higher self.  Be still and pay attention to the revelations you receive either in the form of mental pictures or through a high singing voice in your inner ear.  Perhaps you will receive information in the form of omens.  You can be sure that Mother Earth is signalling to you in some manner.

If Lynx is at the door, listen.  Brother or Sister Lynx can teach you of your personal power and of things you have forgotten about yourself.  Lynx can lead you to lost treasures  and connect you to forgotten brotherhoods or sisterhoods.

Some medicine people believe that the Sphinx of ancient Egypt was not a Lion but a Lynx.  This Lynx does not say much.  With an enigmatic smile, the great cat watches over the sands of forever.

Contrary:

If Lynx has appeared in the reversed position,  it is time to shut your big mouth.  Something you are jabbering about has let the ‘cat’ out of the bag.  Are you defiling a sacred trust, or have you broken a promise to a friend?  If not, you may have pulled a good one on yourself by blabbing your latest idea to the friend of a competitor.

Watch your tongue . . . . . listen and truly be interested in someone else’s stories or ideas.  On this level, Lynx is telling you to become worthy of trust.  Then the secrets will be available to you.

You might look at choosing to have  your brain in gear before your babble starts, or your foot may have to replace your tongue.   This is the ‘know it all’ syndrome.    Fine – if you want to talk, just sew up your ears.  After all, talking leaves no room for hearing or learning.  Lynx is a tough teacher, and if you have let the cat out of the bag, be ready for the consequences.

Become Lynx and wear the Mona Lisa smile.  Only you will know what you are smiling about.  The cat will not have your tongue – you will – as well as the power over it.”

             This is clearly one that needs to be paid attention to, in either direction (or both).  It was also slightly startling, because I just read THIS post yesterday.

             My favorite part of the (overly long, which I edited down) definition is where we are encouraged to learn more about our own personal complex and Magickal power.  Secret?  No.  Mysterious and enigmatic?  More likely.

Today’s Deck:

Medicine Cards – The Discovery Of Power Through The Ways Of Animals by Jamie Sams and David Carson, illustrated by Angela C. Werneke

Tonight’s Baking:

is going to be either cookies (recipe from a friend arrived in my e-mail today) or something from Marian’s cake book.  I’ll let you know and take pictures, I promise.